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2011-08-10T20:51:00.002+08:00

gonna end work soon but still wanna say today is really shytie day ttm!!

all de wierdest things happen today has nv ever appear in my past yrs of nursing life..

really LOL.. =.=''

hope tmr will be a better day!!

2011-08-09T19:56:00.002+08:00

its national day..!! yay!! still at work tho.. pfft.. =.=''

just wanna shoutout to those who share this special day as their bday.. the whole nation is celebrating wif u!!

Happy Birthday Singapore!!!

cant talk much..

*dusts off cobwebs* hehex

2011-08-09T16:17:00.002+08:00

Somewhere right now a nurse is getting yelled at for being late with meds, holding their bladder because they don't have time to pee, starving because they missed a meal, being peed on, puked on, bled on and is missing their family while taking care of yours. In the minute it took you to read this, nurses all over the world are saving lives.

i wonder how many would think this way?

missing someone right now..

dunno wwhy some patient so irritating.. knowing i hv sore throat still purposely do stuff to make me wanna scold them.. i wan my voice back!!! RAWR!!

at work now~ cant blog too much~ ^^

Have new frens!

2011-08-07T22:57:00.003+08:00

well.. lately life has been a rough patch on my health.. guess all de pent up stress has taken its toil on my health.. fever, cough, sore throat,flu... like a big present... except it's not from santa but from all de bugs im exposed to...

made some new frens in maple recently, gotten to noe alex - on nurses day~ 1/8 haha.. random mega and random pm-ing made us frens.. guess he is a nice guy to talk to.. slowly and surely.. he will share his past with me and i hope i can help him tide over de stressful times..

julls,ming,kenken.. are my new zak buddies! woohoo.. lately realise train so hard in de end tio roll back.. might as well enjoy de game and go zak wif buddies! haha.. kinda like it.. =)

last but not least, hope my sore throat faster recover as alot of ppl are waiting for me to sing KTV wif them!! RAWRRRR!! hehex..

2011-07-28T20:50:00.002+08:00

Today marks de end of me and baka as close frens.. but we remain as gd frens.. had a hunch it aint going rite.. but well.. life still goes on.. not really tat affected cuz nt major changes.. jus tat.. dont hv to answer to anyone any more~

Tomorrow will be a better day! Moreover, it wasnt realistic from de start.. jus the sudden sweetness died off.. abit wasted.. but i shall look forward into my own future~

2011-07-28T01:12:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ad0cvNJdB2Mnice song.. feel it to my bones with her awesome live performance..

2011-07-28T00:45:00.002+08:00

I know he will never read this.. i know i shouldn't have flipped thru the pages and looked into de past chapters in my life, but somehow.. i jus clicked and happen to found out that.. the month that we broke up, was de month he start liking another girl..

He is probably interested earlier when we were together ba.. how come he can treat me like tat? am i so good to bully? am i not worth it? NO!!! it is YOU that is not worthy of me.. so go FYL and bad karma follows whoever do wrong to ppl~

Why do i even care to wanna continue being friends? how can he even act natural and even sees me in de eye without feeling remorseful about wad he has done to me? all he knows is just to put the blame on me.. but why? i only told him what a gf's minimum expectations would be...

I agree that all relationships does have sacrifices along the way.. did i love u the wrong way? or did i portray myself as though im not important? many questions running thru my mind now.. i need baka.. but he's asleep lol..

I guess the next best fren is the pillow on my bed while i lay awake tinking hw to let ppl treasure me better!! rawr!

baka came into my mind

2011-07-28T00:33:00.002+08:00

21st july - started to noe baka
22nd july - decided to nuture the r/s and *maybe take it to a higher level
23rd july - tink i am beginning to accept him for who he is..
24th-today... - still in progress of getting to noe him better~ ^^

Sent me a pic of his cute puppy *tiffany* and himself.. of cuz de puppy is cuter~ haha..
everytime de topics in my mind cant seem to stop.. its now like ummm... a never-ending river? o.O.. dunno why i feel this way tho.. seems like fate? cuz it was by chance that i met him.. and de rest are history..

Wonder wad is this turmoil in my mind tat keeps me awake.. draws me closer.. keeps me within reach.. like a powerful force of wind just swept me off my feet.. no blushes... occasional heart thumpings... but my mind is nv off baka..

Really love to maintain status quo and hope it will nv end~ pls dun let ur <3 die off!

Wif <3 daDa

2011-02-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

wow its already 2011~!! time really pasts so fast nowadays.. degree is ending this year end.. telling myself to buckup!!

I had no time to even trim my hair for CNY this year.. was wondering am i really THAT busy? haha.. i guess i did alot of shopping this year.. must control myself before i go broke for de month~ keke.

Was looking at my traffic feed on blogsite.. wondering who is de mysterious soul tat drops by every 2-3 days to check my blog out.. could it be.... bestie? :)

In 2011, i wanna.....
1. lose weight
2. get more better grades for degree
3. know more frens and widen my social circle
4. be more motivated to do things
5. start learning my driving ( hopefully can get liscense by 2012)
6. treat frens and family better
7. gain more self control and be a better me!

lastly , i would like to wish everyone.... happy 2011..!! woohoo!

2010-11-19T01:26:00.002+08:00

hmm berrie long nv post on my blog~ cobwebs all over~ haha..

lately back to maple a couple of months le~ made a lot of new frens~ funny and entertaining~
its interesting how ppl can actually converse rite at the other part of the world~

lately~ using skype alot!! like almost everyday?~ but its funnnnn! talk, listen to stories, heard pro singing~ etc~ LOVE it!

i now slowly chionging my lvl~ at lvl143 nw~ not too pro but not too noob either~ today had a new maple di.. ''oyster'' and made new frens yang,sheng,RET,ret's mei,ice,alex (my pet).. many more to name~

life is unpredictable.. was jus talking about abt my past~ to oyster di.. loving my single life now~.. shall not care about the past.. cuz only the present and future matters~

with this~ i bid all folks gd nite! <3 dada

2010-10-03T23:55:00.003+08:00

hmm lately jus come back from cruise to Redang.. Went snorkling.. which i had so much fun!! and the best part is.. under water is soooooooooo beautiful!

its a waste i couldnt go further and deeper.. made a pact with bestie to take up diving some other time~ haha...

lately started to play bk maple.. realise nth muchhas changed.. got to know many good frens.. well.. most real life frens tho.. and my new ''pet'' alex.. haha.. have been fun and all~ Cheers to frenship!!

assignment due on 7th oct.. but i hvn started.. lols.. always last min... trying to do some nw.. buaix.. =)

2010-09-19T01:21:00.002+08:00

wOOO!! more than 1 and a half months nv post le.. lately been busy with uni stuff and work.. this month end going on cruise to relax.. need it loads! haha..

this year end im going on a trip to taiwan for 8D7N with family.. dunno wad new experiences will i get from there.. will probably take alot of pics and load up..

was flipping thru my cupboard and realise i have alot of things to clear!! argh!! so full til cannot close de wardrobe.. i guess whole potong pasir im de only one ba.. =/

tat day bought a new bottle of moscato from NTUC with paws.. but lacking a corkscrew.. haha.. reminds me of life.. we have almost everything.. somehow we still lag smth.. be it significant or not..

shall end here cuz feeling really tired as i hv morning shift marathon! dang! heex..

Good nite! :)

2010-08-01T03:26:00.002+08:00

wahhhh really long nv post.. nth happening in my life anyways.. but lately got some improvements.. ppl at my ward have seen the real side of me.. and begin to treat me nicer which is good.. i hope tis lasts.. and lately i realise my mood have neutralise alot.. got a big bunch of good frens surrounding me.. thus making me feel 'xing fu'... endless bliss when i'm with them..

some precious ppl in the list are, lut di... paws... bestie lam... jer darling... u guys hv shown alot of care and i know i can always talk to u abt my problems.. its a blessing that u guys are in my life.. will always appreciate u...

thanks serena da jie for always being supportive.. from beggining till the end u have been constantly reminding me.. u are sweet in ur own way.. miss hanging out with u~~ awww..

now still on night shift.. my last night le.. only 3 pts at ward.. ZzZzz... everyone is sleeping except me.. and my lovely PCA lekshmi.. she so cute.. the pt ask for h2o she gave him plain water.. practically she isn't wrong.. but when pt says h2o i immediately got it.. its the isotonic drink h2o! hahaha.. the pt and me was laughing.. really made me stay awake.. else i wouldnt know wad to do to last til 7.30am.. haha..

that's all folks.. <3

2010-05-31T22:56:00.002+08:00

lately very tired at work.. like a non-stop routine.. but i noe i will have to be strong.. especially at times like this i can only cling on being responsiblity that comes with my job..

loads of careless injuries too.. but will recover in no time~ not really into being so sick headed and end up taking MC.. NONONO!! i will not.. unless really cannot make it.. pray hard to be strong.. for patients,frens,family,colleagues.. love them all.. :)

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2010-05-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

2010-05-18T00:24:00.002+08:00

Feels so silly all of a sudden.. like now everything has come to light~ i finally know the truth behind sm stupid misunderstanding.. why i feel a tinge of sadness lurking round the corners of my heart? why does all these memories keep coming in? how come i feel a little betrayed even though i nt really sure how to explain or go about it? am i a failure when it comes to issues about love? im not really sure..

All the unanswered questions floating like clouds.. anytime they change colors and shapes.. it comes in so many different forms but it is always dere.. once i look up it get darker like its gonna rain on me again.. like the tears forming in my heart & eyes.. so silly of me! S I L L Y!

2010-05-01T00:26:00.002+08:00

Was reading blogs and stumbled upon somebody's blog.. read a few post and realise.. i really miss that person~ i have no idea.. the feeling will last so long! haha.. im probably the most "chi qing" fool.. i shouldn't have read it..

It shouldn't even start in the first place.. Wad am i thinking! Argh!! going nuts @ tis hour is simply not tolerable.. well... all i can say is hope is in every other day that we can look forward to..

It's important to rmb to look forward to the future.. the past will remain unchange no matter how much we wanna change it..

Was listening to AQUA's song one sentence caught my attention.. "if only i could turn back time"
nice song.. but it was at least 10yrs or more le.. Prob wont even find in online~ haha..
I need some time to think things through.. rite now.. being single is BLISS~

Stay tune folks~ =)

2010-04-26T22:41:00.007+08:00

Wee.. long time no post smth on my blog le~ wonders if anyone misses my post.. my crappy rants.. my fun outing posts..

Its been a couple of weeks since my last post.. today jus wanna talk abt life.. i feel everyone is miss a part in their lives.. and they live each day.. trying hard to find a part of themselves.. in the vast universe.. it could be smth or someone.. it could be a situation tat caught u off gaurd and make u learn from ur mistakes.. it could be smth that made u rmb forever.. well.. all that is jus personal conclusion.. no other meaning... cuz somehow some of ur reading this post has lead a happy life up til now.. =)

To speak the truth.. are anyone ever happy with their lives nowadays? or do we rant and complain like wad i do sometimes ? Food for thought.. i feel actually there are ppl worse than u... jus tat u feel that ur particular day was terrible then u wont try to see things on de brighter side..

See.. when our frens are sad or smth bad happens to them.. how do we console them? do we often say there are worse off ppl out there with broken lives? or do we gloat on de inside and be glad it didnt happen to u but ur fren? Alot of times.. only we ourselves know wad we are actually dealing with in de insides of our brains~

Well... off to do some personal things now.. <3 folks!

2010-04-12T19:31:00.002+08:00

well.. its been quite some time since i last blogged.. look like my blog is getting dusty.. lesser and lesser readers.. was contemplating if i shud publish tis link to my fb acct so more ppl who cares and i care will at least read and noe more abt me

now sitting in between bestie and di in uni lecture soooo bored.. and even though i din manage to fall asleep.. and bestie entertaining me.. lol.. took some wierdo pictures tgt on his lappy.. dun tink i have a chance to publish them on my blog... de pics so epic i think he will onie show my laopo.. =)

lately.. loads of things happened.. gt good and bad things.. i choose nt to mention de bad things.. but one gd thing tat happened recently is.. i "lost & found" my iphone~!!!!!! the story could be found on my fb wall.. so pls go ahead and read it.. all in all i nid to thank laopo & bestie for rushing down..

then.. my AL which just happen to end today.. 1week but 4days jamming in kbox.. went to drink some applebeer in city hall area with elaine..bestie,laopo and gang~ then went to watch "when in rome" with serena da jie and her fren... it was a light hearted and humourous with a touch of wit.. pretty nice movie.. the plus point is... the male actor 'josh smth smth' was extremely manly haha.. which made serena da jie drool~~ haha..

well well.. i've used up my break time to blog.. now i shud jus return my focus back to class.. =) take care peeps.. u'll alws be in my <3>

2010-03-03T02:52:00.009+08:00

It's been a bloodie long time since i last updated my blog..

These few days weather has been HOT like nobody's business sia.. haha~~

So Ytd i met up with serena da jie.. went to sing K at chinatown..

Did some music videos of ourselves.. hope later can load 1 here..(didn't manage to load was too slow i fell asleep) haha

And after tat we went to mustafa.. serena gt herself a loud alarm clock to wake her up.. haha.. there was this huge red one which reallie can wake de whole block up.. lolx.. i told her to forgo tat and chose another one for her.. Hope it suits u.. ^^

Then we oso went to a fine vegetarian restaurant.. the food was GOOOOOOOOOOOD!! Next time intro khee xuan go.. took a few pics.. will upload accordingly~

Lastly.. i bought a new stand fan!! now come my hse no nid scared my uber humid room will turn ppl off le~ hehe.. paws! u better come check tis out~ hehe.. <33

2010-02-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile since i last scribble on my blog.. but either here or FB..
Tho i like my status now single, free and go out with whoever i wan to..
But still i wan find a balance in my life..

They say this year we the "tiger'' year isn't favourable.. hmm.. i wonder..
The more i think of it the more i find it true.. cuz i realise i look at my financial calendar like nt doing well.. earn peanuts but i spend so much!! ahhh.. and i sometimes act on the moment of impulse resulting in more waste of $$

headache sia~~ anyways.. i wanna thanks alot of ppl esp my best frens u noe who u are~
for being there giving me opinions and letting me see de things at different angles~ thanks so much~ <33

2009-12-31T20:31:00.002+08:00

31st dec.. my bday.. jus turn 23 y/o another yr older..

Reflections.. realise i haven been getting the best in life as yet..
hope more awaits me in the years ahead..

listening to the song "zhu wo sheng ri kuai le" by wen lan~
reminds me of my current situation.. but who cares? nobody but me and my inner self..

working now.. but done all my job.. so started blogging.. very noti nurse ..

Signing off

2009-12-11T03:05:00.002+08:00

We ended our relationship in the most timeless way.. through sms..
Why? cuz i know he wouldn't stand to see me cry..
Even to the very last min i'm doing my best to not make things ugly..
Why does it have to be this way?
Does he still miss me? like i do? at this hour of the day?
Does he know we have alot of things we've not yet complete tgt?
Is it The End?

Life has been lonely.. tho i'm at work or out with frens..
Tho i still cry while writing this.. does he even care?
I hate this.. TOTALLY.. for being so weak.. so useless.. i'm doing nth to go back to the times we were..
I thought that day at turf city we had some improvement..
But wad can i do more?
He told me i'm a good gf.. so de prob lies with him? If yes.. why isnt he doing anything abt it?
All he said was he probably wasn't a good bf.. If u tink so.. why nv change for the better?
Ppl tell me.. if the guys say all these most probably not interested to continue with u le..
So do u even admit u don't love me?
If you do.. we probably wont end this way..

It's so sad.. to have to go thru all these esp if u still have feelings for that special one..
When i asked him abt taking liscense tgt next yr.. the cool reply came: see first bah..
Am i suppose to be happy? cuz we ended? so ur cool reply doesn't affect me?
U R Soooo wrong! It still affects me the same way as i was ur gf..
I cant seem to take the step to being frens.. i told u i will try.. but trying is no use!
Guess we cant really become frens on my part..

If we do go out the next time.. Would u hold hands with me? will u still offer ur shoulder?
do i get a goodbye hug or kiss?

if u read my blog.. pls reply~

2009-11-29T00:41:00.003+08:00

Lately.. have been forcing myself to give my best at work.. work ultra hard.. on and off work..
Hopefully one day someone will see me as for who i am~

I might not be the best.. i'm definitely not perfect~
I will not fight for wad doesn't belong to me~
I will not recall the bad memories of squabbles~
I wont try to be a saint into making u believe i'm alw the good one~
I realise i'm not as good as i wanna be~
I can be a devil in disguise
I can be a wolf in sheep's clothing for all u noe~
I will not blame u..
I will try my best to only think positive~
I will learn to LET GO..

I promise..

hope we are still frens.. even though i noe u wont contact me le.. thanks for the moments we shared..

Every moment in this life is a piece of wad we shared in our previous lives~
Believe it or not..

2009-10-30T01:14:00.003+08:00

Why does things always turn out this way? Why we don't get support from ppl we know?
Esp ppl we love... it will break their hearts if i follow my heart.. why am i so lost?

Wer is the hand that always stretches out for me when i need it?

Does it have to be this way?

There's no turning back once i made this decision from de start.. Is tis a joke?

Why am i feeling so fed up?

Is it the wrong time?

Am i that unacceptable? Unlikeable? Unbearable?

I dunno how to help him lift the stress from everything..

I onie know on my part i have to understand and accept things the way it is..

But i think i screwed up.. I failed... Once again i'm back in this pit.. dark and endless... cold and alone... this reallie sucks alot..

Why do ppl blame each other in stead of seeing the person's good points? Are we all born selfish?
Yes to all of the above for me... I'm such person too.. Are u? shy to admit huh.. readers..
It's okie.. No one will admit they are selfish openly.. not that anyone i know of..

Perhaps i shud reallie start my big revamp of life next year.. going overseas.. explore the world.. take my degree.. get my license... hopefully my life will be complete if i have u by my side..
I guess here i am.. selfish again.. ask for too much...

I once heard a tale.. they say when u have too much in ur life.. somehow or rather.. u'll lose it eventually.. Afterall, we came to this world with nth.. That's probably true in some sense..

Today talked to joanna abt my love life.. She's reallie supportive.. moreover, her hubby is younger than her too.. and still dotes on her and the family.. *envious*

I feel so useless not being able to do anything to help make tis workable.. i can't stop other ppl from talking... neither can i change the way u feel rite now.. I can onie sit in one corner of my bed and pray if we still believe in ourselves.. that we can overcome all obstacles... Prove to the ppl talking abt how we will end up in.. WRONG.. Can WE? Will WE? Shall WE?

I dunno.. i nid an ans... i nid a direction to follow now.. totally lost in my mixed feelings...

Like a shrimp in vast seas.. hit by waves after waves...

Like any ordinary star in the big sky...

Shall end here.. no mood le..

*signed off*

Feelings

2009-10-19T00:10:00.003+08:00

I feel if one day i were to pass away will i be missed?

If we're not too sure of tmr how can we decide how to live today?

How ironic can life be when i told myself not to fall for a younger guy but eventually the one i love is younger than me?

Is it jus on my part?

I'm gonna go through tis alone.. all ALONE~

I'm now stucked.. nt moving forward and i cant move backward..

I keep thinking to myself all these problem..

Do i tink too much?

Why i care so much? the more i care the more i cant let go... i reallie hate myself now..

Today broke down @ work.. cried early in the morning b4 passing report inside prep room..
Why is it so difficult for me...why i cannot be strong enuf to handle all these alone?
why i love to hang around at home and think of these shyt...

Tmr i decided after meeting him i'm going to ECP agn.. reminise in the memories.. this time i'm going alone..

The moment i open my eyes i miss ur hugs and kisses.. when will the days come back?
Will it ever come back? Is GOD trying to make a joke outta me? Cuz if this is a joke it's @ the cost of my life..

The torment of knowing i'm not important, not as loved... makes me wanna end this all..
But the torment of knowing i still love him even harsh words are said, wanting to be tgt for as long as we could... IS even stronger..

Am i the only one who feels this way? Am i the only on trying to salvage the situation?
If yes i am.. pls let me know asap.. treat it as your last shot of pity for tis poor heart of mine..
If it just stops beating cuz of the pain its going through.. then let me say tis ..

I LOVE YOU.. AND I LIKE YOU..
For who and wad you are..

Thanks for the memories.. and i will keep it with me..

Thanks all who is trying to show concern for me all this time.. ward colleagues.. frens.. my sister..
If cant reach me by tmr evening.. treat as though i MIA ba..

2009-10-14T01:09:00.003+08:00

Today i didn't eat anything.. lived on water nia.. no mood and appetite.. feel whole body lighter and shivering.. raindrops kept appearing near my place.. like the tears from my eyes or the bleeing point in my heart..

Tmr's plans going to the beach we used to visit.. sit on the stone bench wer we shared our first**** memories relished.. hurt myself to de point of being numb and devoid of feelings so i wont bother too much abt everything else~

2009-10-14T00:54:00.000+08:00

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2009-10-13T13:13:00.002+08:00

I know i cant compare to anyone and i dont have the right to..

Perhaps i had given my heart too soon ..

Maybe i love u just like the way u love her... that deep..

Wad am i? Am i even put in priority @ all?

Do i still have a place in ur heart?

These past few months tgt i tried not to break ur heart..

But now it doesn't seems to matter cuz now u're in *her position.. UR mum is the one giving u pressure..

You wanted to prove happy endings doesn't happen onie in fairytales?

I wanted to be ur princess the one who has happie ending with u..

Do you even think about our future?

Or cuz of my age u think u cant afford my future?

There wasn't any hide-and-seek ever between us cuz i face my true feelings directly..

Have i been too direct? you got tired of me le?

Am i the onie one who wish to cont this?

If most of ur ans is yes i suggest we break up bah.. rather than live in pain..

Thanks for letting me have the last say..

Lastly.. i reallie reallie love u loads..

I dunno how long i will take to recover from this..

I hope i dun end up in hospital bed can already..

Last post of (us) le..

Thanks for the happie times we've shared..

Tho its not as fantastic as ur previous but at least i hope its still smth to u..

I can tell u love her alot more than me i guess..

Cuz i prob din make u wait so u dunno the result of waiting so long is to treasure the r/s..

u might be sad or angry after reading this.. but i noe mine will last longer..

Sorry u're still young have many opportunities for u..

Don't have to be with a (jiejie) like me..

Don't worry about this breakup.. i wont shun u.. we can still be frens.. good frens.. best frens that can talk about anything in the world..

In any case u think i'm still worth the chase.. feel free to do so.. cuz my heart wont belong to someone else's that soon.. its still here.. in this.. with u...

我给你最后的疼爱是手放开

2009-10-12T22:35:00.002+08:00

It's been some time since i last updated my blog.. cuz nth much happened and life is still the same for me.. no major changes.. except for my hairstyle~ but i have a strong feeling.. my irrational personality will force me to make some major decisions that will change my entire life..
sometimes i wish i could just put down everything and go on a short trip with my honey.. not tink of work,sch,family,problems....etc.. Just us relax and talk and enjoy ourselves... bath our skin in the hot sun... looking like 2 poles of charcoal from afar.. how i wish... it will happen... like our little honeymoon.. haha..

signing off..

2009-09-23T00:40:00.002+08:00

Today cooked lunch for dear... my usual fried rice.. haha.. then we watched abit of movies at my hse.. left my hse about 5.30pm..

Went to bugis iluma the new shopping center.. den dear straight away aim for de arcade.. lolx..

they have this machine wer we can get de ice cream.. $1 per try.. the first time we almost got it!! but.. the hook swing too much in the end didn't get it.. T_T then dear give up after 3 tries.. haha~~ then we went to see how other ppl catch the soft toy.. this uncle trying to catch de sting ray soft toy.. lolx.. after a few attempts.. finally he got it..! haha.. it all depends on luck bah~ and technique of cuz~

Then abt 7plus we went to bugis junction dear said he wanted to show me smth that looks like me.. den when we went to de shop he look around but couldnt find it.. den i accidently pointed to a pig soft toy dressed like a nurse.. then dear exclaimed! hey! this was de one i was talking abt~!
I'm like.. OMGzzz.. say me look like pig... some more with de nurse uniform.. T_T its kinda cute la.. i like it dear.. thanks... =)
look like me meh? i'm so much cuter.. ^^

Then we headed to eat steamboat.. dear's treat... =Pp The steamboat tom yam soup chili oil like free de.. zzz me n dear scoop them aside until all the oil cleared from our pot~~ hehe..

Then we head back to bugis junction arcade watched other ppl play 'King Of Fighters' haha.. this 2 fellas keep challenging each other.. like its so fun lidat.. >.<>

Then abt 11pm dear and me made our way home..

That's all folks stay tuned~ ^^

2009-09-04T00:39:00.004+08:00

Today went out cycling at east coast park with bestie, noob mui and noob's fren..

Apparently he was late for the 1st meeting.. for abt more than half an hour at least~!!

Both me n paws was like peeved~! Wads worse is.... he didn't apologise or seem apologetic for being late... seriously... >.<"

Forget about it... So went to cycling... was hot but still fun... the view of pine trees at the far far end of ecp.. was exceptional... took a pic of it.. but it probably look like any other ordinary trees~~ haha...

Then we stopped and rest at some bench along the way... saw tis cat.. wow~~ so cuteee!!

Lazing on the sand beneath the stone bench.. paws said she wish she was the cat.. haha..

So we cycled... me and paws extimated.. abt 9-10km.. 2hrs in total.. cycling and resting included.. haha.. me and noob mui was complaining about our ass being painful.. here's a pic of noob mui's "beh song" face.. haha..

So paws was sitting down on the bench and suddenly she looked up saw a kite stuck in the tree just outside de place wer we rented our back.. so i took a random pic of it.. i also took a pic of paws shirt with the single-toothed cartoon prints.. hehe... the prints can sweat de!! as witness by me and noob mui.. haha inside secret.. ^^

Here's the last pic.. a pic wer it somehow feels like a scene from movies.. a couple sitting on the stone plateau.. with a beach signboard and a single standing tree..

Stay tuned folks~ ^.^

2009-09-01T00:50:00.003+08:00

walao!!! my earlier post forget to save.. now have to re-do.. damn!

Anyways.. its been a long day... shall cut it short since im impatient~~ lol!

Today went to singapore discovery centre but it was closed on mondays... omg!!! Wads the worse is we have to get there to find out by ourselves.. T_T wasted my $$ taking transport..

So feeling dejected.. we went back to boon lay mrt.. headed towards little india to eat vegetarian..
Was pretty nice.. and spicy as well!! haha..

Thereafter, they both pull me to do threading with them for the first time in my life!! argh~~~
So pain when they did the upper lip.. make me bleed at 2 spots.. T_T
i oso did henna on my leg.. below are some pics we took today.. ^^

my sexy henna design.. ^^

ke ai de angelia~~ ^^

Me and khee xuan~~ ^^

2009-08-23T01:09:00.002+08:00

hmm.. ytd went to eat dinner with dearie at botak jones for our 5th month anniversary...
Thanks dear for the treat.. super FULL! haha.. the service was good.. and they give u an exceptional experience when they serve u.. the outlet we went to was at serangoon de wor..

I had fish.. which i think if not enuf pepper would taste dam fishy... not too good~~ but dear's black pepper chicken was slightly better.. too much pepper.. like free de? haha.. otherwise.. good!

Then we slowly walk to the further bus stop to take bus cuz reallie very full... then after that dearie sent me home slack awhile in my hse then he went home.. was short n sweet though.. ^^

Hope our 6th month.. i will have a surprise? *winks winks*

2009-08-14T23:49:00.001+08:00

Has been quite some time since i last scribble smth on this page.. have been working alot of night shifts lately... 3 weeks i get 2 rounds of nights.. super tiring and feel i dun have enough sleep..

Last wednesday.. post-night i came home to rest then made my way down to the dentist near my place at 3.30pm for the dental appt to mend my broken tooth... OMG! u wont believe i spend another $160 on my teeth! omg~!! i feel so wasted... hope it lasts for a long time..

Even though i still feel a little sensitive when i take smth too cold or hot.. but its bearable.. rather than have the gap there and food gets stuck so often...

Today went to changed my assignment for my next round of night shift... then that stupid person shout at me... WAD DO U WAN? omg~!@~@!~@!~@#!# i'm like super pissed off..
i swear i told not a single lie about this... Jaspreet be my witness! o.o

Today went out with ward colleagues.. nadia,khee xuan, angelia,jaspreet... had dinner at some vegetarian restaurant.. thereafter went to the new building in orchard... ION ORCHARD..
I can swear the place smells expensive.. i was like.. omg my pocket is gonna have a big hole if i buy anything from here... lucky i din buy a single thing...

Last min we went into this shop called DIVA.. bet a few girls ever went in.. we 5 was looking around... bought some similar slippers earrings.. and a pig piggie earring... reminded me of dearie.. hehex.. so i bought the earrings onie...then we headed home..

So here i am.. blogging my life..

Stay tuned folks.. <3

2009-08-03T13:45:00.000+08:00

Today went to the dentist.. spent $120 to mend 2 teeth.. haix.. study more good... earn so much...
His temper not good... and charge so expensive!! faints sia.. lucky can claim from hosp.. else i sure pocket big big hole...

2009-07-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

Today is our 4th month tgt.. been thru some rough times tgt lately.. but i believe it wont turn out ugly ba.. Today i da pao kfc went to dear's hse eat... chnaged the fries to cheese fries.. as usual mine is w/o spring onion... haha.. i felt so full after eating the fries i didn't wanna start on my chicken at all... but in the end we slowly eat.. abt 40min... lol.. still manage to finish it la.. haha..

Then we were suppose to watch ong bak 2 in the end we drag here and dere... too late... so didn't watch and we headed out to watch harry potter's latest movie '' the half-blood prince" Was pretty exciting... too little of quiditch? ( the wizard world's soccer) cuz all of it was showing how RON the HERO save the ball... haha... then got one part dear was telling me will be scary.. tell me dun be scared... in the end BOTH of us scared!! lolx.. >.<" noob mui read until here sure laugh at dear de.. lolx...

So after dinner we headed back to P.S for dinner.. had BBQ indonesian cuisine.. dear had his usual chicken set.. i tried the sotong set... they give alot of sotong.. quite worth! ^^ then after that when i finish my meal wanted to drink the soup.. dear keep pushing my head each time i sip at my soup.. So bad..! =/ then we took some pics after meal... will post on top of the blog...

After that dear say want to go play KOF at paradiz.. i thirsty so wanted to buy bubble tea drink... then dear go disturb the girl... the girl ask'' red tea, green tea or milk tea?'' dear replied.. i wan bubble tea.. ZzZzz.. and i wanted jelly instead of pearl but the girl din even tell us with or without pearl its de same price?!?!?! in de end she just give us jelly instead.. dear was super pissed... haix... some ppl wanna get off work soon so din even bother asking.. lol..

So we went to paradiz.. enjoying our drink... stayed in arcade abt 11.25pm.. we came out onie our bus came~ timing super accurate sia.. haha.. then sent me home and he went home too.. think he managed to catch de last bus though~ kekex...

That's all folks.. stay tuned~

2009-07-17T17:38:00.004+08:00

Dear Santa,

Can i have some wishes? I hope everyone around me will be happy and healthy... no more sadness and poverty.. No more fights and quarrels..

Have i been implanted in a r/s so deep i cant pull myself out from this misery?
Wad can i do except mock at my own foolishness?
Have i not a good girl that's why i get this type of retribution?
Wad can i do except mock at my own childishness?
Have i been hurting others so bad this is all happening to me?
Wad can i do except mock at my own stubbornness?
Have i been wrong in wanting to be with that someone so bad it kills from deep inside?
Wad can i do except mock at my own selfishness?
Have i been wrong to think about this day and night for the past 1 week i cant breathe?
Wad can i do except mock at my own craziness?

So Dear Santa.. help me.. tell me.. why are there ppl in this world who make their firm stands and still get things they want? Why the decisions in my life is made by someone else but me?
Why they ASSUME i'm wasting my youth and time when i dun think im not? Why am i crying as i type? Is it silly of me? Am i a stupid fool who cant take charge of my own life? Am i a sweetheart in someone else's heart? Who can tell me Wad will become of me 5yrs down the road? I'm not greedy to ask for a lifetime though i hope i can.. All i want is for things to happen naturally.. rather than putting a fullstop to this chapter in my life..

I cant smile because it happened because its still in progress.. I cant think about any other things because all i have now is thoughts of the past and present... Future is smth that is build by me and ppl around me.. if that someone around me wishes to walk away.. wer will i end up? how will i end up? what will i end up?

Just a simple 4-letter word like L.O.V.E holds a million meanings to each and everyone of us...
Wad is love? sweet? bitter? tiring? tomenting? painful? crazy? exciting? fun? .... the list goes on...

Wad do we use to measure love?

A filled- up pail? as times go by.. it dries up?
A pair of shoes? can onie fit the right and only one person?
A bowl of rice? can fill you up and warms u from within?
A paper plane? That flies in the direction of no where?
A zoo? with many other competitors?

So many analysis of things.. i dunno how to go about it.. Is he waiting for me to say it out rather than he say it? so that the guilt will be lesser? Wad if i never say out and he keeps avoiding the topic and slowly drift away from my life?

Dear Santa... I know i should be happy that i am wad i am.. i have wad i have... if it takes 5yrs of my life for this short-lived happiness... let me die in peace then... disappear from this surface of the earth.. like a piece of trash.. noted by some ppl but didnt bother to do anything abt it..

*~ signing off ~* don't miss me too much paws.. u'll always be my best fren.. to my mum..
sorry im not the best daughter in the world... hope i've at least brought u more happiness than pain.. To my bro and sis ... thanks for being a part in my life.. and to the rest of my frens and family i wish u all health and happiness... to noob mui.. pls dun be gullible and get cheated by guys.. i hope he is ur last one.. love u all to bits... to derrick.. dun blame me for nt being patient enuf to wait for ur ans.... i'll always rmb u... and pls dun worry for me.. this is not my will... i din decide to die... i just very emo right now.. irrational perhaps? leave me...

2009-07-17T02:47:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. got to know paws when i was working as part-time in 7-11 back about 2-3yrs le bah..
Wonder how we ever became besties.. she didn't reallie liked me from the start.. haha.. and she seldom smiles.. Loves to complain and grumble about the things i've requested her to do for me..

She's like that.. But.. slowly as time goes by.. we started going out.. from a simple dinner to movies and shopping.. talked alot about future and guys.. haha.. by nature.. she's a kind.. hardworking(sometimes onie).. chatty girl.. takes time to open up i guess..

In these years that we've been tgt.. We helped each other get thru heartbreaks, family quarrels,
job-related unhappiness, shared secrets.. Really appreciate having u in my life.. if i get to be a human next life time i will still choose to be ur bestie.. Best frens forever.. love ya girl~ <3

2009-07-15T20:31:00.002+08:00

2 days ago dearie came my hse to send me a the BOF soundtrack songs..
Here's my personal favourite..

Love You By HowL

I keep smelling the fragrance of promise
I guess the wind that swept by you is passing by my side right now
maybe it's a sunshine in my heart that shines on only you
It even embraces the painful scars.

Love you
bringing you up, I close my eyes tight once again
I love you, if I can fill up both your eyes
I love you, if I show you my laughterI'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
I love you, if I can convey this heart to youI love you, if you teach that heartI'll become like it in every way
love you, love you, love you, forever.

I'm walking, following you, hiding behind the moonlight
what do I do if you don't notice
should I make another request to the clouds to rain again
so I can hold your wet heart

love you
bringing you up, I close my eyes tight once again
I love you, if I can fill up both your eyes
I love you, if I show you my laughterI'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
I love you, if I can convey this heart to you
I love you, if you teach that heartI'll become like it in every way
love you, love you, love you, forever.

here's the link interested pls do listen till the end~ <3 u
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B05VNVAv5BE

2009-07-12T03:07:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. today's post... wanna talk about how well do i think i noe dear.. so wanna 'guess' 10 things i 'think' he likes.. ^.^V

1) Rx-8 (type-R) preferably? hehe..
2) White Color.. (clothes and accessories)
3) Latest korean drama - BOF
4) Unagi sushi.. ^^
5) Initial D version 5
6) Dota and L4D..
7) His hair.. lolx..
8) His rice with gravy ( probably braised sauce?)
9) Dining at TAOs Restaturant .. (so do i)
10) Helping Ppl.. esp family and frens..

I hope i din get anything wrong~ o.O
If there's more u can add at my tag box.. haha..
maybe 11) can be arguing with noob mui.. lol~
I'm just kidding! ^.^V

Stay tune folks.. <3

2009-07-06T02:23:00.002+08:00

Wow.. i just surfing around youtube and i found tis supeeeeer sexy dance by korean artiste..

click on the link provided.. enjoy..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4NKbofRzYY&feature=fvw

2009-07-04T23:10:00.007+08:00

Today.. Went to cut hair with dearie at ah may's place.. as usual she's the pro.. Always able to cut wad hair style u wan.. hehex.. i oso cut a new different style... had my fringe shorter and my sides one longer than the other.. dear had his hair style totally modified.. now he much more better looking le.. wee-a-weet! haha.. i shall load some pics here to show..

Thereafter, i meet paws (my BESTIE) lolx.. and went to vivo for massive shopping~ Bought some clothes, a B.B bag, some lingerie, food, face mask... we were so tired from all the shopping and walking and paws had her phone to counting the number of steps we took today.. about 11k.. how tired can we go on.... totally imba de.. anyways thanks paws for today.. love u~ U noe it!

That's all folks.. stay tuned~

2009-07-02T01:58:00.002+08:00

Mmm.. Wads that aroma rushing out thru my kitchen area?? Oh its my dishes~!! Today took effort to cook a decent lunch for dear and my mummie~~ Got vegetables fried with mushrooms..
Got spring onion and ginger stir-fry chicken and lastly steamed red snapper.. Turns out pretty good~ WE ALL enjoyed it at least~ ^^

Dear say the fish very nice~ i personally love the chicken~ ^.^V too bad was too hungry~ Forget to take the pics! Next time i got chance i will take again! paws dun jealous~ u are one of the first to taste my cooking~ hehe.. anyways on monday i went out with ward 43 colleagues to watch transformer 2 wooh.. very packed cinema~ but the show fun~ cuz got ancestor for primes~ lol.. watch and u'll find out more~

Tues went out with qiuli and candy and tian peng for dinner~.. cafe cartel serving become smaller lol.. and the presentation was lousy.. even restaurant busy, the food presentation must be up to mark de ma~ but the spicy winglets bagus! hehe.. crissspy!
then we went home after dinner~~

today wanted to cut hair den dear said his hse got to install some network thingy.. then no go cut.. sat we go cut k? ^.^

plans for tmr.. meeting my bestie paws for dinner and ice age 3! woot!

2009-06-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. after tmr's shift im officially on Annual Leave for 1 week.. there are so many movies i wanna catch up on! i wanna watch TRANSFORMER 3, ICE AGE 3 and lately alot of ppl recommended GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST...

Was planning to watch with dear,noob mui and colleagues seperately.. But my plans keep getting foiled.. No mood.. today on my way home i was literally stoning in the train.. Very down.. Very sad.. Alot of things went thru my mind.. asked myself loads of qns in my mind.. Put myself in others shoes and think.. Felt so heavy.. tears at the edge reluctant to drop..

I feel so far apart.. like having nth to talk abt and all.. thinking back the old times wer we were still happie with the way things are.. Was my decision wrong from the start? I wanna use the 1 week AL to think things thru.. hope things changes for the better.. NUMBED with fatigue of the body,soul and mind..

2009-06-23T00:07:00.006+08:00

Firstly... Very happie we finally into our 3rd month le.. thanks dear for the surprise of the GODIVA chocs.. simply purrrfect! I LOVE IT! ^.^V

Secondly.. i just recieved my promotion letter.. woo yay!! i'm promoted as of next month..

Whew~ one yr has passed really fast.. more white hair.. haha.. just kidding~~

Met dear just now after work.. eat abit of food and slowly walk home..

I wonder if he caught the last bus? O.o since he sent me home alr quite late le..

Now for a short Re-cap of the past week.. We went out pretty much.. sourcing for my air-con but none is suitable.. =(

We also went to alot of arcades.. he at his usual KOF and initial D machines then will pei me play the huge machines wer by there's lotsa sweets and some soft toys.. so the trick is to use either sweets or soft toys to push out the intended soft toy that i want.. So here are the pics of our soft toys catches and the big bag of sweets..~

Last sun i took off day and went to pray to my dad.. whole family was there.. thereafter we went to eat at G7 live seafood.. wow the prawn duper fresh oh!! Took some pics of the live seafood.. not for the weak-hearted.. Lolz..

2009-06-09T00:58:00.002+08:00

Hmm to day went out with dear.. Had lunch at the coffeeshop near my hse then i told him my com no net access cuz i forget to pay the bill but he insist even if never pay bill also can on but the lights will light up differently.. so i told him i dunno see how it turns out ba... So.... i went to bath.... THEN! after i come out of shower... He was watching some video on YOUTUBE!
WTH? how come?? He said my cable one of them came loose... >.<" MUST BE cuz i sweep floor last night use too much force.. haha.. anyways thx dear~ ^^

So we decided to go out and catch a movie.. was decided between the blood vampire or monster vs aliens.. haha we watched the latter.. so CUTE n FUNNY! hehe.. i LOVE BOB he is so cute.. some captions from the movie itself... 'i dont have a brain, but i have an idea'' haha!! BOB is a huge glob of blue gooey jelly-like stuff that has a single eyeball.. sounds far from cute huh? watch and U'll find out~! Moreover in the movie BOB has a ''lover'' which is of cuz a green coloured jello with 14 pieces of pineapple chunks... so funny..

So today spend alot on those machines which no guarantee will catch any soft toy but i just dumped in 10bucks and caught nth... a little bit upset.. thx dear for cheering me up.. then after that we went to our fav hangout.. Xin Wang Cafe at kovan.. didn't see our ''old-fren'' there haha..
but then i quite like the watermelon ice natural fruit ice blend.. slurrrps~

So after that we caught the last train home and we talked a little when waiting for his bus... saying he wanna get a tattoo on his chest that extends all the way to his arm... ZzZz.. how ah beng can that get?? then he lastly add on that he wants a non-permanent one.. lolz... sometime reallie BTH.. haha... Anyways.. today had a great day.. thx for everything.. <3

2009-06-07T18:54:00.002+08:00

夜裡傳來雨的聲音　輕輕撥動心的旋律
情不自禁想起你　那些甜蜜的回憶　總是不小心就淋濕了我的眼睛

愛情需要一些呼吸　偶爾保持一點距離
回到朋友的關係　任你自由的來去　從此想念你只能放在我心裡

你還愛我嗎　一直好想問你這句話　卻又怕　聽到你真實的回答
你還愛我嗎　為何你總是不說話　眼看我為愛不愛掙扎　你愛我嗎

好久沒有你的消息　心裡還惦記著你
在這冷冷的夜裡　感覺那麼的熟悉　好想再見你想聽聽你的聲音

感情的路總讓人好無助　我會學著面對獨處
給深愛的你祝福

你還愛我嗎　我一直好想問你這句話　卻又怕　聽到你真實的回答
你還愛我嗎　這是我唯一的牽掛　不管你會有什麼回答
我會一直等你　你還愛我嗎

2009-06-06T00:22:00.003+08:00

These past fews days just wasnt rite for me.. things aren't going too smooth for me.. no matter wad i do cant seem to penetrate across the defensive wall... words are like wind storm blown away quickly.. Wish i had a time machine to turn back time so that none of this happened..
Maybe i shouldnt be so selfish just thinking about myself..

Was looking thru my ex and my msn chat history... trying to reflect on how i can be a good GF..
guess i still too green for all these stuffs.. nid advise on how to maintain a long-lasting r/s..
I only know i dunno wanna give it up.. let me know wads going thru ur mind too..

Had a lousy day at work.. too little time to handle fussy patients and their inquisitive relatives..
Is there anyone out there who happen to read this blog tell me how and what i can do to tide over these crisis?

sry.. crying cant see screen clearly.. tat's all i can manage.. nites

2009-06-01T18:16:00.002+08:00

Today was feeling moody at work.. patient said smth... made me no mood..
Then afternoon someone stupid keep harping on my back...
Though i know my colleague is trying hard to protect me from scoldings.. thanks khee xuan..
I rellie feel bad mood now.. no mood to even talk to him...

But nvm.. i'll try hard to keep tis unhappiness inside and not let anyone notice it de.. hope no one knows im reallie not in the mood today..

Lately my com keep cranking up.. keyboard gt prob.. mouse oso give problems.. ytd i just manage to fix everything... haix..

Smth he said last night and today my colleague said to me some things i feel i shud start preparing and think abt it now... Time not only heals... it hurts too... if you noe wad i mean.. so yeah... no mood and dunno wad to write anymore.. chaos!

2009-05-23T00:53:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. finally we've moved one point further and we're in our 2nd month of our r/s..

today we... met about 7pm... then dear did his RP journal at my place.. and my mum made dear drink the fish soup she boiled.. haha.. saltless wadever flavour is the ingredients she used... im used to it.. dear finds it bland.. well.. hehe..

Then left my place abt 7.45pm reached kovan abt 8.10pm... walked str8 to arcade... dear at his KOF machine jamming the buttons with his might.. >.<"

got ppl challenge him, after 2 rounds of losing the fella left.. LoL..

Then we went to Xing wang... saw our ''old fren'' there.. seeing he was busy we didnt really talk much... haha.. but he still as funny as ever.. had our usual stuffs there... keke..

Rushed for last bus but we missed it.. so headed for train... we heard the annoucement for the last train den rushed down the escalator.. when we saw the screen it says 4mins... WTH... made us rush for nth.. LoL.. wanted to take some pics in train then de phone choose to crank up on me.. in the end we took pics on the escalator after we alighted from the train le.. wakaka..

that's abt it folks.. stay tuned.. with love take care..!!

2009-05-23T00:44:00.003+08:00

Sobs... been sick for 5 days le.. ever since monday had running nose and fever...
tuesday was worse.. fever,flu,cough and body ache...
wednesday was the ultimate combo... fever,flu,cough,blocked nose and body ache...
thursday fever on and off.. very bad cough... had left sided cramp on arms and waist...
friday went back to check up... had X-rays and blood test done.. everything was normal..

haix that's how i spend the past 5days rotting at home and waiting at clinics for long hours..
many things happen... my mum even said i am disturbed by ''dirty'' things..
old ppl alw like to be superstitious... >.<'''

haha anyway just wanna thank dear walk all de way so far just to buy porridge for me when i sick and visit me in the evenings.. now i'm finally better le.. wish i can go back work on sunday!

2009-05-16T00:00:00.004+08:00

It's been abt 2 weeks since i last blogged.. in a blink of an eye.. i'm almost one month old in burns ward.. though the pace and environment is a huge difference but at least my colleagues all berrie nice to me.. ^.^

So this month is SGH's staff appreciation month!! Today, staff from all wards that is activated in the pandemic flu workout was given a token of appreciation... cards were given out to all of us and we have to write the staff we want to appreciate... alot of ppl to thank but nt enuff cards!! Haha...

So the short ceremony took place for abt 30mins.. then i rush back to ward and bath then i went to meet dear.. As usual he at the initial D stage 5 machine with willie and teck win... i was standing dere like a block of wood until dear mention food to make me hungry... haha.. headed for bread talk and we share some bread... sweet sweet~ Dear pls rmb to throw away the empty peach tea bottle in ur bag!! argh! ants crawling to slp with u later~~!

Then we decided to head for his place funny thing is.. we were undecided whether to take bus or take train... standing down dere looking at girls.. and eating he finally opt for taking bus so he can slp in the bus.. >.<" so we took the bus and had a jam at the expressway... journey 45mins including the jam... shiok to slp~ haha... Ate dinner at his place and talked abit inside his room..
Random topics..

So that's all folks.. stay tuned~~ not maximum tune~ hehe~

2009-05-06T01:42:00.002+08:00

Hihi... it's been a few days since i last scribbled on my blog le~~ hehe.. went out with ivan today.. had set lunch at Jack's place... pretty crowded.. maybe cuz de food is affordable... nice ambience too... while we were having our dessert.. he kept lookin at other ppl's plate commenting their steak bigger than his share~ =.=! i just didnt even bother.. haha.. then after that we went to watch movie lo... We watched fast & furious 4 the opening was pretty exciting~ some scenes
kept me at the edge of seat! nice~~

Then after that went to woodland find dear.. as usual he initial D stage 5 haha.. purposely go & challenge ppl... eat ppl % nia.. baddie dear.. then saw one ah pek keep swiping his card at those machine that has jackpot den wins a soft toy at de end of the day.. haha~ so free sia...
Then we went to gelare had waffles with ice cream... in SG every tues is waffles day~!! cuz it goes for half the price! haha.. Very worthy wor... ^.^V

After all this we headed towards his hse.. put down our heavy loads.. free our hands.. been numb with all the carrying hor dear? sorry.. alw make u carry my stuffs.. hope u dun mind.. =)
had dinner at Boon Keng.. then we walk back slowly to his hse.. post-dinner exercise~ haha aids in digestion... then suddenly out of no where dear got the urge to drink beer sia... down one bottle of carlsberg... keep let me smell the stinky breath... eeeeeeww... Dun do it ever again ah! hehe...

well.. had a happie day tho.. stay tune folks~ With lurv~~ <33

2009-05-01T15:12:00.003+08:00

hmm... lately.. nth much happening in my life other than de SWINE FLU thingy that has done drastic changes to my workplace...

My ward had a little facelift on the interior... had new monitors done up... we had to follow new routine of working... everything has taken more precautions.. heard from Wd Sister that our ward is gonna turn into pandemic flu ward.. reallie life n death.. i'm like on the front line... dunno wad is gonna happen to me also..

Prior to tis we had the SARS attack 6yrs ago that took lives in Sg.. tis could well be exactly or shall i say more deadly... Up to date no one has found a cure or can find out exactly how its transmitted~
Wadever we see in news are speculations by professionals.. that makes it more risky~ nevertheless, in times like tis.. we learn to operate more objects and machines that can aid in nursing such diseases... i'll shall look on the bright side and take it as a learning experience ...

With love folks~ til then take care~~ <3

2009-04-22T23:35:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. was working morning shift today, haha lucky! We meet up after work.. i was late for 15mins+ haix.. my tummy alw ache at the wrong time... then mum keep nagging~ blah blah blah~~

So we went to ASTON'S at THE CATHY... well.. had to queue as there are alot of ppl going to dine -in... lucky we got good seats.. 2 ppl sit at 4 seater table.. hehe~~ it sells western dishes.. Quite affordable and the food was pretty good.. i like the sausages~ hehe~

Prior to that we went to Zone-X dear wanted to play initial D 5th stage so i accompanied him..

He said he havent tot of wad to buy for me then he suggest he wants to help me catch some soft toy in those machine... Due to my surprise~ he caught in at his 1st attempt! whoa~ i was shocked haha.. cuz usually these machines have poor grip.. but tis one is pretty good~ here it is~

It's SOOO CUTE it even has blinking blusher~ haha.. thanks dear for the 1st month present.. love it.. keke..

So after dinner we went to Ben & Jerry's to have some ice cream.. wow.. lemonade sorbet.. niceeeeeeee~~ hehe~~ der likes it i find it nice.. but nth beats choc chip cookie dough~ wahaha!!

We had another round of photo taking session tis time is both of us n bearbear~~ like ''One Family'' LOL~

Thanks dear for de wonderful memories today.. n ur dinner treat haha! kawaii bearbear~

2009-04-22T23:05:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. let's begin with my Last shift in WD58.... had a lot of FIRST times.. haha..
First ''cat B'' category B case.. a suicide case... was a mistress of some married guy...
then just cuz he ignore her.. she went up to his hse to find him... poured hot oil onto his wife and threaten to kill herself so she stabbed her chest profusely and stabbed her wrist... haix..
WADS the world coming to??? shameless... >.I also had my FIRST coroner's death case~ Haix.. so unlucky... tio tis shit... lucky suzanne help me out again~~ haha she alw rescue me.. but come to tink of it.. i onie ''WRAP'' patient when i on night shift with her de lo~~ alw lidat de~~ hehe i not blaming her... just coincidence~ ^.^V

The feeling of doing the Last office~~ last office refers to ''WRAP'' patient~
like a piece of dead meat.. we turn the patient.. have to talk while cleaning to show respect like to an ''alive'' patient.. den clean up to show the relative one last time til de mortuary take over..
when ppl passes on... they clear alot of shit outta them.. uncontrollably they will pass out ALL the faeces in them.. i believe its a type of ''cleaning process''... i hope she rests in peace~

So... my first day in WD43... happening wor... my patient coincidently is the one that got burnt by the hot oil de mistress poured on her... Went to operation for skin grafting.. BUT was unwell.. Spo2 dropped to 80% on FM6L/min had alot of difficulty breathing~~ we immediately pushed her into ICU.. poor thing~~ hope she gets better day by day~

So second day... my assignment was dressing nurse, so unlucky.. all the patient wound inspection.. order new dressing i had to change all~~ with my partner.. ^.^V lucky de staff all nice.. change some of the patients for us~

Today 3rd day... took charge of 3 patients.. first time ever.. no Dr came to do morning rounds for my patient.. then one of the patient going for op.. after op.. he ''breath loudly'' to attract attention.. his vitals all stable but keep complain of pain.. keep saying he will die.. Lol... the Dr came to review see his name like bangla den say haiya.. all low pain thresholders.. i just smile n walk away... cant be bothered by the pt.. alw do funny things pretending to seek attention... irritating... so that's abt my work life so far.. will be updating soon i hope~ ^.^

2009-04-10T00:19:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Long time never scriible on tis blog of mine le~~~ abt 6days i guess? lemme guess ANYONE following my blog closely? hehe.. if yes... do leave a tag.. if u guys have trouble finding the tag box.... u just roam ur mouse along see the word TAG at btm left of my bloggie~~ its a hidden word... inspired by some verse in the bible '' seek and you shall find'' hehex...

Today.. went over to der's hse.. watched anime ''Initial D'' kinda exciting.. the OST kinda nice.. keeps me in an upbeat mood~ then went to J8 had my nails done... fixed my swatch watch... finally~~ and bought a new concealer... the promoter had super thick concealer on her face... abit turn off... in the end der chose for me lo.. just tried it a moment ago... works pretty well for de dark eye rings... hehe~~ but the pimple on my left cheek still can see abit... wonder when it'll disappear~ T.T

was roaming in youtube for awhile den came across tis vid.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGguXq8ETjE

** warning not suitable for those with weak heart

so thats all folks~~ stay tune for more~~ <3

2009-04-04T10:57:00.003+08:00

Has been quite some time since i last blogged~ recently have been workin and meeting der whenever i'm free.. recap~~ last week~ i recieved a good news~~ i'm FINALLY going back to WD43 BURNS starting on 20th april woohoo!! i CANT wait to leave and expose myself to more things~~ tho was previously dere for a week.. was quite slacking and bored some times but its fine~~ the colleagues there are approachable~ ^.^

Ytd quarrel with the B**ch during pass report time... knowing i had to attend some talk she purposely drag the pass report time and ask loads of unecessary ques... delaying me on purpose..
lucky i have enuff time tho... imba ma~ =)
The talk was too dry and too quiet.. i fall asleep inside de lecture room~ haha!! was a talk about
preventing medication errors~ and say the doctors handwritting are atrocious, the nurse why didnt check? the pharmicist supply wrongly..... and the list goes on~ *falling asleep in progress*

Then finally at night... went home to iron my uniform and prep myself cuz meeting der's family for dinner.. his 3 uncles and his parents and ah ma~ ^^ seriously the food isn't fantastic..
edible tho~~ then der's 3rd uncle kept disturbing the waitress.... saying '' so NICE, must eat slowly'' lol.... but i find the fried rice acceptable.. ^^ i dun tink i'll visit there the 2nd time~

Today off slack at home~~ prob meeting der for dinner later~~ his mum says they going to pray pray today... and he prob still sleeping at tis min~ haha... hor? *poke ur dimples*

okies~~ stay tune folks for more~~ ^.^V

2009-03-24T02:37:00.003+08:00

Sry sotong(rae) mui~ lately got work ma~~ then go out til quite late sometimes.. by the time im home~ no longer feel like blogging~~ But i got go n read ur blog de wor~ ^.^

Lately.. WD43 BURNS i tink have high occupancy rate.. im back dere to help out for 1 week~
The final day i've been hoping for~~ haha.. leave WD58 for a short while~~ a break~ woohoo!
Hope i'll be able to learn fast.. den can go back faster~~ ^.^

Today took 1 day M.C... had diarrhea... so jialat.. 3dayszz..zzz..zzz...zzz pigu pain pain~~ T_T
but took de medicine now feeling much better~~ onie 2 episodes today~

Morning~ der came over... pei me chat chat... afternoon went toa payoh to eat pizza hut~~
den went to de pasar malam.. the sausage stall no longer around ler.. sadded~ T_T
Den der say he nid go back home pei his family eat dinner.. tink he had sushi and paper hotpot~
Sounds tempting~ hehe~~

At night after his dinner~ we meet again.. went chomp chomp to eat milk curd~~ woohoo~ had my first bowl of Strawberry flavoured milkcurd~ wow~~ super nice wor!! i forget take picture to load.. sure got next time de~ pink color de~~ rae mui im sure after u see ler,u oso wan gobble it down rapidly~ haha~~

okok~~ its reallie late~~ i gtg now~~ having work tmr~ Tat's all folks~ stay tuned~ ^.^V

2009-03-21T00:31:00.002+08:00

hee.. dada bloggie again~~ hmm lately alot of things happen~~ cant reallie put into words~~ but i noe im currently in happie mood~ i got to know~ new colleagues like elfira~~ thanks for being dere to share all my small kinky stories~~ haha crapping during work time~~ and thanks der~~ for making this period so enjoyable~~ with <3

2009-03-15T23:46:00.004+08:00

Hmm... Ytd lotsa things happen... ran thru my mind.... many many... been quite cooped up feeling bloated by all de mixed feelings inside... i yearn to have it drawn out... take a big step forward... but i noe its not reallie possible... often ppl say it takes 2 hands to clap..

In tis cultural world i live in... everything seems like taboo... family beliefs... social standing... personal principles... ppl i love... love and yet to admit to them... many many~~ wonder how much time have i got left.. to tell it out...

sometimes... i ever wished... if onie the kiss last a little longer.. the hug a little warmer..the smile they project to be genuine.. the promise never to be broken.. the lies never to be told to me... the heart that will not be broken.. the happie time to last longer... that someone would tell me he likes me too.. that time would just stop... sometimes...

Lately... working life has been quite hectic, with new staff to teach... JCI audit... all de sister in de ward pushing us up the walls.. cant they just give us a break? we sit down 5mins oso wan us to do a cleaner's job to clean equipment... check medicine... then de hosp hire cleaners and pharmicist for?? i really really.. just feel like shouting it all out.. i wanna get drunk in alcoholic effect... cry on someone's shoulder and share my problems... although i alw like to laugh n smile.. inside i'm badly twisted..

2009-03-11T01:41:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. ytd went to cut my hair again~~ woohoo~~ so long never go dere cut hair le.. my usual hair stylist still dere~~ heng ah! haha.. then der went with me lo.. as we left de shop waited for mrt to arrive.. i ask der help me take a pic for me... then tis sot sot old man came by.. '' WAH! beautiful, so beautiful..'' and he began to converse with der.. i just bend my head down until train arrive.. lol~~

Super heavy rain sia~~ We headed for vivo.. went to pets safari.. took a look at hamsters.. wanted to get one for myself.. they were soooooo cute oh! wanting to bite my fingers~ haha~~
but they pee alot.. so smelly lo.. der say cannot put in room de.. im like.. my hse got no wer else to put except in my room wor... so abandoned de tot 1st...

I was super hungry.. haha.. unlike der... who had my '' ai xin bento'' chicken chop with fried rice!
Lol.. im wad they name '' jin de liao chu fang, chu de liao ting tang'' haha... went Marche for dinner... we had, rosti..calamari..pork chop..chicken sausage..ice lemon tea..loads of mushrooms!
Sounds full? haha i was! lala.. we went to pay the bill... and... haha... tis is gonna be de next embarrassment for der.... The cashier's receipt box drop while i was keying my PIN number..
Then!! der went to help de cashier pick up lo... so i make a comment.. '' No worries, he ONLY help pretty girls~'' wahaha!! he blush like OMG.. tomato~!! lalala~~~

The air outside still cold and wet... then der suggest we go sit down on bench n enjoy de wind...
sooo cold!! i tink he purposely de hor? Lolz.. joking~~ then we headed towards TPY.. the pasar malam...had sausages... i got my usual cup corn and choco flavoured ''tu-tu kueh'' hmm... nice~
sat down eat and chat..

Then we head towards my hse below de mac n slack lo~~ time for him to go home~ then we msn til abt 5plus am... talked alot.. shared some stories... and he K.O b4 me~ lol.. mei you yong~ haha
im just kidding! >.<''

2009-03-09T02:49:00.003+08:00

wahahaha~~ hmm my jiejie's big day wor~~ had alot of fun fixing the guys.. i have a link to de video~~ pls enjoy~

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/video/video.php?v=79821044464

Seeing her happily married now all de focus is like on me sia~~.. can barely know any potential guys with my current job.. how to get BF.. haix.. life is in total mess~~ emo-ing in progress..

hope u guys like de vid~ i love it~ haha~~
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/video/video.php?v=79409944464
tis video is my brother-in-law do himself de~~ haha~~~

http://www.facebook.com/video/?id=838824464#/video/video.php?v=78791159464
tis vid is my bro-in-law and my sister's wedding photos~~
they hired a VERY good photographer~ hehe.. enjoy photo and video viewing! <3

2009-02-16T00:38:00.007+08:00

WooHoo~~ i believe many have been waiting for tis hot n juicy details of my trip to mentakab to meet up with noob mui and bee~ well..

DAY 1

haix.. Poor me.. sat 7hrs of bus finally reached mentakab! Noob mui no where to be seen?

Panic sia.. one group of malay boys stare at me.... Den i borrowed de driver's HP call noob mui.. Lucky she was dere in 3mins~ Scary lei.. 4am stand alone with huge but half-filled luggage..

Reached her place in 5mins.. Unpacked a little.. *coughs,coughs* still poor in health..

Bathed... changed.. polished my nails... Wah! 5.30am ler! i tired just went up to rest...

DAY 2

Thx lor!.. Noob mui *knock .. knock..* Dada jie.. wake up bath.. We going kuantan now..

Wah!! I peel my eyes open.. *blurry* 8am only..~~ Sobbs.. No choice.. Dragged my feet to bath..Got out of hse by 9plus... reached dere abt 2hrs later... I feel my arse like keep getting compressed... T.T *dam aching wor..* Watch movie, had jap food.. Visit chew ean (XY's little sis)

Chio Bu oh! haha.. She oso Poor thing.. went in army.. sore throat.. hope she faster recover!

Den de most worth mentioning moment has arrived!! haha!! The long-awaited dinner!!

Superb Assam Fish.. wah best la... the taste.. Unforgetable..

Pls dun judge by the looks! Taste is de crucial point here~ The best part, soup is re-fillable w/o limit wor?.. Best deal.. BUT~ i *coughs coughs* sad cant eat too much lor.. T.T (2thumbs up)

On our way back... We saw many indians on de roads... wondering.. hmm.. why ah? XY's mum said its thai-pu-sem** (i forget the spelling) Wah... all de indians just walk barefooted n pull the (cart on top have their God sitting on it) decorated with ALOT of flowers~~ See the pic you'll understand me..

Preparations.. Pretty nicely decorated.. But i've seen nicer in SG.. lol...

Tis is de part tat we jam 20mins for them to pull de cart across de road... XY was swearing.. F3

DAY3

Arrived in penang abt 4-5am...(another 6hrs+ of bus sitting) ** arse ache ah!** waited for XY's uncle to come fetch us... We drove across the River.. i dunno wads de name.. it sort of seperates it into north n south.. or wadever.. haha..Den we finally get to have some rest... started the day at 11am? bathed n make-up.. had penang's local *lor mee* SG oso have.. But defintely nt as nice lo~ hehe..

We went to visit 2 temples.. sat on de small mono-rail up penang hill... me,noob mui,her uncle+wife and figo.. (their cute son)Then her uncle so thoughtful lor.. Brought us to those biscuit shop for their speciality to buy there.. E.G The BEST tau sah piah (HIM HEANG) biscuit shop.. ONE & ONLY .. super nice lo..Not too sweet.. and very fragrant.. slurps.. ^^

This is the most famous temple.. the bulbs onie light up at night for the 15 days of new year

Went to tis temple in de big hot day... has de largest sleeping buddha.. BEAUTIFUL..

Guess wad? Me &Figo! isnt hecute? n he onie holds my hand during de whole trip.. *winks* didnt know my charm work on younger boys... haha! Guys Watch out! boo~~

DAY 4

Nth much for de day... ate lunch and all... Went to meet bendan bee and her fren joyce.. At QUEENSBAY... also met noob mui's cousin... wah.. Queensbay soooooooooooooo HUGE!

Maybe need shop 2 days den will be able to comb de entire shopping mall.. heard the building got many wings.. north,south,east,west wing... ate at some chinese restaurant got my FAVOURITE xiao long bao! haha sweeeet** <3

Evening time we packed up went to noob mui's auntie hse (across the river that seperates) and met alot of her relatives over there.. haha many of which i cant name...

DAY5

Wahaha.. today we so bored lo.. dunno wad to do.. Decide to meet up with bendan bee have smth to eat.. we eat.. JAP food.. quite nice la.. reasonable price oso.. then although berrie full~ but! we still went to eat ice cream at Haagen Daz walao onie i eat cuz bee cant eat.. then noob mui wan order but the waiter like fkin busy never entertain her... who ask her take hrs to decide wad she wan.. lmao~ After that Dunno wer to head.. Then Bee suggested go sunway shopping... with no **tekxi in sight we no choice.. call bee's sister come fetch us go.. then we walked a little.. noob mui complain leg tired.. went to starbucks to slack some leisure pics below..

Slackin in haggen daz.. lol the person who took de pic.. skills nt so gd.. me better!

At the japanese restaurant where we had out lunch.. ^.^ so full after meal~

DAY 6

We headed back for mentakab.. another 6hrs+ of arse hurting ride! Reached abt 4amplus.. went home to rest.. i slept til abt 11am.. so shiok!! haha... then noob mui say i have to go collect some pillow bun with her at sri jaya.. so abt 1plus we drove off.. collected the buns.. well.. first time i see such long buns.. reallie like olden days de pillow shape.. simple ingredients.. yet able to make customers come back for more.. its nice when its warm.. like water given to a man dying of thirst that kinda of longing surge through me.. cuz nurses cant eat (pao) scared ** pack dead patients** i brought all back to SG haha.. so heavy de luggage.. thanks to my MUM! taking bus back to SG at 9pm... haix.. sad to mention.. i was seated to some fat arse auntie.. zzz squeze until i no space to turn poor me! was dam uncomfortable thru out the whole ride! arse hurrtting all de way.. 7 solid hours... best part is....... the bus broke down in de mid of highway in SG! lucky its in SG quite near my hse.. i just jam out with my luggage n flag for cab le.. had trouble.. cuz SG ma.. We all know Law-by-Law cant fetch customers in highway de... get caught that's it! lucky after numerous attempts! i finally managed to flag down a cab.. reached home at 5am..

Thats the short brief description of my 6days penang trip! cool huh~ That's all folks! stay tune

2009-02-05T02:58:00.006+08:00

Hmm ytd had loads of fun lo~~ Der came my place help me install the P.sv BlehMS.. haiya.. stupid de lo.. I reached home le still cant log in play... reg for wad sia~ >.< wasted le~~

Then got a couple of bangala.... take ladder n climb outside my room's window.. MUST be my mum ask them drill 2 holes with a hook to hang some new yr thingy~ ZzZz.. i was barely dressed! Eye candy for them le lo... lucky my action fast... Nv let them see.. =.=V

Went out with der.. eat de indonesian ''BBQ chicken rice''....Then der saw de rice portion...WAH! the rice so little... LOL! Then i end up gave him half my share lor... In the end... he eat until plate so clean! lolx... hope auntie wont tink it was cleaned! @.@ haha.. hope der doesnt read tis~ =Pp

So went a bit of shopping... bought a bag... one design had no stock for black color.. de assistant went up to 3rd floor get the stock sia~~ service No.1!! haha~~

but i ended up buying another design~~ >.< (Sorry~ My bad!) lolx..

Den too free liao.. went to play arcade with der... TOLD him i dun play well.. he force me!! in de end nearly stage fail~ lucky he came in n took over~... BTH! We went Dota-ing for awhile at Princep.. yay!! so ghey~~ WE WON!! woohoo!! 2 games oso win lei~~ best ah!!

Then we slowly walk back to P.S... Had dinner dere.. Wahaha!! worse experience EVER!! DUN EVER PATRONISE ''FEI SIONG'' if u see tis auntie below.. she got attitude problem de!! Anyhow bang things! and worse.. made up lame Xcuses like ''slippery,i'm rushing hm''

WTH~!@!@!#$@$%#^% faints sia~~

SHE is the attitude problem anutie!! BEWARE!

After tat went to slack at macs... woohoo~~ der getting lamer n LAMER! BTH ah~~ keep say himself handsome~~ lol.. let the mirror tell the truth~ hehe... then he keep wan to play emo kid.. so I lent him my specs lo.. do funny thing~~ next is our Xchange of specs pic.. <3 Shall end here~~ late le i gtg slp! wan an~ muackies to all who read my blogie~!

See de difference with specs n without specs! wahaha! 10/10 right? hehe.. der alw look *tooooot*

in Nerd specs.. cuz alr *tooooot* liao ma... hehe... Shh....

2009-02-02T12:44:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. last week went qiuli hse play poker... win little bit just enuff for taxi fare sia.. haha.. spend few hrs there to earn taxi fare.. Nv lose can liao le hor?

Then next day went out with paws to watch ''love matters'' she say she bored until slp...

Got so jialat meh? >.< i tot its fine.. though not as good as his previous movies.. but we understand de message he trying to bring out to audiences... from wad i see i feel its - after marriage ''no sex,doesnt mean no love'' (female thinking) BUT! on the guy side after marriage - have sex=have love

Hmm.. from my own opinion... i feel... after so long being married some more kids alr grown up.. sex is usually de last thing in female's mind... cuz too tired with hsework n all~~ haha...

Ytd.. went out with so many ppl!! dunno wer to start~~ had hi-tea at Goodwood Park Hotel...

the food normal onie~~ nt that fantastic... i liked de durian pudding~~ solid ah!!

then our usual amusement lo... went to dota again~~ 3 games in a row.. lol.. crazily had 12kills for my last game.. =P

Then meet der n talk crap until quite late... lol.. later meet der again buy my luggage... going to Visit my noob mui n hopefully get to meet bendan bee in penang.. going tis sat.. Love Ya all!!

me n qiuli at wang jiao* cafe.. post dinner.. haha...

2009-01-24T23:37:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. these 2 days at work totally sucks--ed! so dam tiring.. 2 angiogram patient.. so many lines lor!! 2 urokinase,2 normal saline, 1 heparin... wahlao!! all de pumps.... ARGH!! one shift go 2 rounds somemore i gt 2 patients lidat... die lar~~ T_T

Then i have to send patient to dialysis also... i walk til legs break le... T_T

Today i reallie pissed off at the uncle... he keeps calling nurse!! nurse!! i wan water.... WATER!

i so busy ler cant he understand de word WAIT?

the uncle beside him even worse!!! keep asking for sugar sugar!! n he wans diabetic sugar~

i was like searching his belongings n found he have rotten food in his belongings... smelly like... *TOOT*...ZzZzz... then i throw away he come n tell me inside gt sugar one packet...

expects me to go dig in rubbish bin for him....

Seriously, i do treat tis job noble.. but the way patient treat US like we owe them a living..

I seriously dunno how long i can hold on~ i am lost.. wandering in tis circle.. everyday...

Aimless... With no respect given.. i dont wanna feel... dont wanna... not anymore...

Tis picture is to cheer myself up.. tinking abt de happie time i spend on my bday with peeps^.^

2009-01-22T14:10:00.002+08:00

Haix.. wad a ''GREAT'' way to start my morning with..
U know de first thing in de morning when u just went to toilet n *girls discover*
smth on their ******** lol....

For my condition..(paws know abt it) months.. maybe yrs? hehe... Finally.. today is THE DAY... blot blot blot... *ppl who dun understand can oso guess n shoutout at de tiny box>>*

Nowonder my ______ was aching,______ felt bloated... haix.. girls are soooooo mafan when it come this kinda things... Dam.. But i'll just monitor.. have to get back to my dr in regards to tis issue.. o.O

Sorry.. if i look like i was acting cute.. i was unprepared!! xy took de..

2009-01-21T03:56:00.003+08:00

Whoa... Tdy... dam pissed.. slp at 6am den mum 10am come inside my rm sweep floor..
Den keep nag abt de electric bill.. im like eh cant see im sleeping meh?? must choose tis hour to nag me meh?? T_T

So after awhile i no response she stop her nagging too.. DEN! i had de wierdest dream.. i dreamt one of my patients have human flesh eating bacteria!!! WTH?!?!?!

I woke up with a start! n realise WTF? 3pm le! OMFG... im meeting zhimin! ARRRGGH!

Quickly shower n before heading off had stomachache, so was a little late.. Sry zhimin~~ o.O

We had dinner at de dunno wad HK cafe style restaurant.. eew.. De FOOD is not nice at all... sianZ... Lucky de company was gd~~ hehe <33

After that went to D.P to collect my altered jeans.. Went shopping at M&S..
bought a top n a short pants.. abt $100.. dots....

2009-01-21T03:39:00.003+08:00

WooHoo... finally had days off to blog~

hmm.. Had a Great dinner with derrick at TAO's Restaurant...

Earlier in de day.... der wad BRAGGING hw gd he looked n his clothes DAM nice....

DEN i ask him wan eat dinner n he agreed lo...

I asked.. shud i wear DAM nice to pair up with u? Lolx... we know~ im being sacarstic to him agn~~ lalalala~~ ^.^

Dere after our filling dinner~~ i told him i nid to walk to not feel soooo bloated... he was like.. okies lo.. He everything oso okies lo... =Pp

Den he ''send'' me ''home'' but we still went to our fav place to slack.. haha.. alw slack dere... Guess the place??? wer?? The ans is......... is........ McDonalds!! hehe.. Had french fries... dipped in ice cream.. haha!! i'm lovin it~ lol... getting lame like der alr~~ >.<>

SEE!! he keep eating de mashed sweet potato.. we both loved it! delicious!!

Wah!! me n my Dessert~!! CHOCOLATE FONDUE... drool but dun wet ur keyboard.. ^.^

Finally~~ our slacking at McD... he keep say he look nice.. pls la.. hv eyes will know who is de nicer one la hor?... hehe.. am i dropping my hint too obvious? o.O i hope der doesnt see tis.. =Pp

2009-01-07T11:57:00.003+08:00

we in bus too free any how take de.. lol! lucky no one was staring...

see! that's my noob mui n bestie in her wind breaker... trying to act cute huh~

onie i was smiling!! me,yihan n XY noob noob... lol!!!

qiuli and me... abit dark in de ktv rm.. but can still see her pretty face la hor??

hmm... finally the time of the yr has come~!! MY........ BIRTHDAY!! ^.^

Went TOP1 ktv.. candy , tian peng and qiu li bought me my favourite MANGO cake!!! woohoo!!

too bad candy n tian peng dun sing song, so they left early... qiuli sang song halfway start feeling sad... dunno wad happen.. maybe think of *she knows who* and XY suddenly emo-ing~~ alw lidat when we go out in groups der... haha... my bestie paws was wrapped up in her wind breaker.. lol... hmm yihan ah... sit in one corner quiet quiet de... maybe i was a bad host... T_T

2009-01-07T11:40:00.003+08:00

we went to sing kbox! haha.. had dinner dere as well.. nowadays they simplified things..

u can sing n eat.. so for ppl who dont sing can actuallie eat n eat!! hehe... Let's see who was dere..

jing hui,siyu,lynn,aaron,ooipeng and jingle came late... hehe here are some pics i manage to take..

Overall de outing was fun.. some left early to cel xmas with family and all..

when is de next gathering gonna happen soon? hehe i'll be waiting!

2009-01-07T11:26:00.003+08:00

wee~~ long time no post ler oh~~ hmm... many things happen la~ first...

xinyan noob mui came sg for xmas.... den we went to plaza sing~ took quite a few pics!

Definitely not the best xmas deco but we saw so many ppl taking we just took lo~ lol! haha..
hmmm.. i miss XY! faster come back~ ^.^

2008-12-10T11:39:00.002+08:00

Ytd had the most terrible day at work... i had no wer to complain but here... was nursing 2 liver transplant pt... one of them quite sickly.. alot of changes was to be done...
sat,sun,mon(ph) not much changes dere... ytd all de changes come like nobody's business.. i was like wth... 4pages of changes!?!?!? !@#@%$&^*^*(&*(^&^%$%&*
Den 8am.. they say start NGT feeding.. so i was fine.. give feeding.. at 11am saystop feeding as patient seems confuse wanna go for brain scan.... ok FINE...
i noticed the dressing was soaked ++ so taken de initiative to inform de team registrar he taken a look and say to do dressing.. okie i went ahead with it.. then he go itchy hand call snr consultant to check on patient... i just finish de dressing den he say open up n let me see.... walao!! obviously i had a black face... he made a cooment lo.. ''staff nurse,u cannot like tis u know,pt is bleeding u have to open n let us know'' wah....WAH.... that's my LAST STRAW... the reg just seen de wound
n he dare say i nv inform... so wadever.. i open de wound lo... dr ordered some stitch to be done... all these happened at bt 12plus i still havent even seen my case notes... felt damn terrible le lo... cant take de stress i brokedown at counter n cry... de tears like free flow water lidat.. really tired le.. tired........

2008-12-10T11:24:00.003+08:00

Hmmm.. Tat day went out with Ms yong to eat.. some mysterious looking shop in far east.. LoL...

then we were shopping n walking around.. went pass this shop which sells sunglasses so we went in to take a look... i personally fell in love for this pair...

But.... guess wad.. its onie made of plastic.. and it cost abt $34... wth... ZzZz... so we were taking this pic... then the shop assistant was like.. erm no picture taking allowed in de shop.... me n ooi peng was like.. okie wadever... den ooi peng keep psycho me to buy it.. BUY IT! haha... Guess whether in the end did i buy it?? Stay tune for the next episode... =)

2008-11-28T16:43:00.003+08:00

On monday i went to ah ma's hse to take a watch.. wow.. i tot it was some old watch den when i finally saw de beautiful piece of thing b4 my eyes.. im dazzled.. haha.. cuz gt diamonds! argh... from Guy Laroche some more... tell me la.. which girl wont go ga-ga over it.. here is de picture of it.... dun be envious... hehex..=Pp

2008-11-28T16:32:00.004+08:00

Hmm... let's see.. its been quite awhile since i last blogged.. well.. After my broken r/s with marc... i went out with some maple frens the next day.. then john(maple gor) call say we go kbox hv Klunch... OMGzz..... the food taste horrible... i swear... i didn't finish also... the rice was dry,the fish was dry,the onie thing worth mentioning was the drink... cuz its *standard* lolxx..

then zoe bought a cute soft toy... its from mario the game looks like croco.. hehe..

below are some pics taken...

So after Klunch we went for gaming.. wad else but DOTA.. lolxx... the guys alw like to play DOTA.. had porridge steamboat for dinner then we head home... i know they trying to cheer me up... but i'm fine... dun worry guys... im strong and i will move on... thx for being so supportive!

2008-11-20T23:40:00.001+08:00

Just wanna add smth.. its a video..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mu9FPb-TZuk&eurl=http://widget.slide.com/version/20081119232123/widgets/fw/adapters/wrapper_youtube.swf?playerUrl=http://www.youtube.com/apiplayer&proxyId=proxy_9935170742683113&wrapperId=wrapper_8414389635436237&videoId=mu9FPb-TZuk&randomSeed=5861115395091474

wonder if can see from my blog or just copy n search..
Its insiprational... 2thumbs up..

2008-11-20T23:24:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. today this crazy girl call me while still in a lecture, saying she is bored.. Obviously all lectures are bored when u're not interested wad.. haha.. we went out.. had dinner at marche.. our fav hangout in vivo.. hehe.. the (high maintainence girls) lol... bought some instant noodle and paws was like close to tears when i tease her to read all the chinese wordings on the package.. if she say one word wrongly she shall not have any to eat.. lol.. Guess wad??

She got one word wrong and ta-da... her *mian mian(noodle) is forfeited!! yay!! haha.. i guess im mean... lol... she know im onie playing with her ..

Then while we were heading home we notice tis woman who has exceptional taste in wearing her exotic looking stockings with red bedroom slippers on mrt!! wow! i took a picture.. hope its clear enuff to view~ Pls enjoy..

Lol.. funny hor? tis pic was professionally taken by.. Ahem!! me.. haha..

That's all folks.. stay tune.. nitex!

2008-11-20T22:54:00.007+08:00

Hmm.. today went fishing with marc.. we bought food!!.. i had chao kway teow.. he had wanton kway teow... show u... or and sugarcane with lemon... =)

So we started to try fishing for taman(those use in nasi lemak) small fishes to be baits for big fishes later... well.. before that we have some setting up to do hor?

Here i present u the ''taman'' and dead prawns as bait..Oops sry one of the taman died.. T.T

so with abit of luck... i caught my first fish!! ermm its just a small normal cat fish with super painful stings.. ouch!! Well we caught another few more catfishes too.. haha.. erm.. i fell asleep half way.. so by the time i took onie these few la..

Haha just wanna show off my new bike.. tried many bikes before settling for this one.. $80 with basket n free lock.. lousy lock.. lol i see le faints.. de key hole look like its screw driver can open alr.. =.=!!

2008-11-13T19:16:00.002+08:00

Today.. terrible plus horrible... Didn't eat much suff but i keep diarrhoea..

Went to doctor.. she said to avoid oily and milk products.. well.... ended up whole day no touch food til now... erm i did have a steam corn... if that reallie considered a meal that is... lol...

I rmb one day i was in tea room with a couple of other colleagues discussing abt ppl taking M.C

saying that NCs have this implanted thinking that if we take an M.C we are never reallie sick.. we just dont want to work... i ponder over tis before i took today's M.C.. im reallie sick... wouldn't want to over-work when im not feeling well.. later become worse cuz they will tink tis nurse don't even know how to take care of herself...

Nevertheless, all's settled.. i still have to go to work tmr... its on-going... life's just lidat...

not that im trying to be inspirational or wad... but reallie.. just live life to the fullest.. enjoy while u still can... dont let anything hold u back... make ur life as less regrets as possible...

2008-11-09T22:43:00.002+08:00

Last nite.. went to kallang leisure park with frens to watch madagacar 2..
the damn guy behind me kept kicking my chair!! paws was there ans she noticed it too..!
while watching halfway.. i reallie couldnt tolerate de nonsense.. i just turn around and scold him in cinema... seriously... i've never been so irritated b4 in cinema til last nite came along... 1st time to blow my top at some stranger...

Did some reflection... think its still the idiot guy's fault for disturbing me watching the movie...
had gone thru some serious thoughts abt some other personal stuff... had me bright awake til 4plus am...

No more bintan trip... although dying to go but due to some reasons i decided to cancel.. well.. maybe next time i'll go... i promise myself... today's work went quite smoothly... the newbies are starting to get the flow of work in their veins already... hope tmr will be a better day! chaos~~

2008-11-05T22:25:00.004+08:00

Happie first month anniversary~~
lets see .... today didnt manage to do much cuz raining~~ and bed was tempting.. so u know?? haha..

I cooked breakfast and dinner today..breakfast was okie.. dinner? haix... total disaster..
marc says my cooking sucks.. well... if tat's the truth i accept it lo..
paws know my real standard rite?? say yes~~! hehe... i dun even dare take picture n load up on blog can roughly guess how bad liao... hehez... maybe if got other ppl 'dare' to try my cooking just leave a shoutout at my blog lo...

Planning to go on a trip to bintan mayang sari... hmm seen the beautiful place at the website was breath-taking... hope to see the 4-man band then i request one onie one..... u tink one song??
NO WAY!! one looooooong list of songs for them to sing for me... reallie talented group of guys... too bad nt recognised....

And 2 days ago.. was in a terrible mood.. reallie teach newbies at work if got communication problem reallie vomit blood de wor... i'm someone who has beri little patience.. lotsa ppl ask ur patience so limitied can be nurse ah??... =.=!! ya i qns myself sometimes too.. hehe.. well... its abt 6-7months le wor... wad can i say.. then i complain to marc.. he...he... cook 10BIG or shud i say HUGE tiger prawns wah!! make drunken prawn... turn out a little too sweet.. hehe... says its just like me... lolx... >.
Too bad no take pic n upload... i scared u spoil ur com... cuz salivate n flood ur com... lolz... kk.. no cold jokes le.. 5-6 days since i last blogged.. have been working non-stop teaching newbies..... haix.. wish me luck...

That's all folks.. stay tuned...

2008-10-30T01:12:00.003+08:00

Well..well..well.. finally free to blog again~~.. havent been updating lately...

today haiz... 5ppl in afternoon shift.. many say whoa! 5staff in Hi-D onie 6 patients ah?

They dun understand we very busy.. have to teach new comers too... not easy as having to overlook everything and have to be fast in everything... have to be sharp too.. to spot mistakes by other ppl.. life really ain't easy being a staff nurse.. -.-

Finally i decided to go for tis yr's D&D by SGH tis sat.. maybe gonna wear very nice and stun everyone there.. haha~~ joking... no one is gonna look at me anyways... =(

Ooi peng sooooo happie i could make it lol.. smile until cant see her eyes..hmm..

Life hasn't been exactly great for me and marc.. had a dispute over smth.. in public some more.. lucky paws was there to comfort me.. haix.. perhaps its normal for couples to quarrel..

the funny part is we didnt even quarrel.. we just too engross in our world of ''being angry''

to think for each other... i wish he wouldn't be so self conscious of his outward appearance cause wadever tat attracted me to him was not his looks... wondering if he ever ever had time to read this blog and therefore reflect on wad im saying here.. no one is perfect.. but we know GOD is fair.. hope we can last for a very long time.. with <3...

2008-10-23T23:02:00.005+08:00

Hmm... recently alot of ppl M.C in the ward.. making the rest who came work like mad house...

timothy oso very stress have to teach his new preceptees... not easy having to ''jaga'' work and look after so many things in one shift.. can die de wor...

Got one great news.. ytd met ADN Ho from ICU she says we are going back to icu and rotate around oh!! Can't wait for it to happen!! i'll still miss WD58 staff.. really thankful for all the stuff and help given.. *much appreciated...

If i'm not wrong... should be december will leave WD58.. hope a fresh new environment will make me grow... mature..faster..knowledgable... haha.. ain't i greedy?? Looking forward to it..

The best thing that ever happens... i'll get to go to EVERY ICU (surgical,neuro,cardio...etc....)

shiok! get my adv dip... complete my degree... by 26? o.O wish me luck k?

Shall end here.. stay tune.. *winks!

2008-10-18T18:48:00.003+08:00

i found tis cute smiley monkeys kinda ''infectious'' it made me smile too..
hope it brighten the days of those who visited my blog and smile.

smile,cause u dont know who is falling in love with ur smile...
ur smile might just make someone's day~

with love.. tonight quite sleepy so i shall just post til here..

stay tune folks..

2008-10-18T01:19:00.005+08:00

Today.. had a fruitful day.. went cycling with my bestie and dar..
paws is alw ahead.. had sweat stains on her T-shirt and doesnt like me to stare..
dar.. he push me when see me tired of cycling... my butt reallie aching le.... cycled 12km to and fro from rental shop to some jetty... got ppl lay net.. maybe catch crabs bah.. today low-tide maybe de catch not too good.. see luck i guess...

abt dinner time.. paws had subway and then head to dar's place i had steak.. he cook i marinate.. haha had fun cookin~ then paw was helping me dye my hair... dang the ammonia smell make paws migrane.. had to pop 2 panadol pills~ sorry hor.. still love u muacks..=) dar say steak too small he cook the drumlets and fried french fries.. i swear it's better than mcdonalds... WAAAAY better!! agree paw?? dar just being humble say he no gd in cooking~ so in the end our food list

me----> steak,french fries,drumlet
dar-----> steak,french fries,drumlet
paws----> subway full meal,french fries,drumlet

omg! see who eat the most!! haha the person herself shall understand la hor?? hehe...
and now my butt still hurts after the cycling... maybe i didnt lift my butt when passing bumps..
hope no bruises~ Oops! (=.=)''

that's all folks.. nitez~ lollipop dreams >.<

2008-10-17T11:39:00.005+08:00

hmm.. last night toooo tired... well.. let's see last night on 16/10/08... bad day at work...

busy as usual.. was abt to go for a break the MO(medical officer) say got case coming in...

at 11am!!! i was like.OMFG... NO!!!!!!!!! hungry....no going of toilet.....tired.... worse of all my left ankle got tendonitis(inflamation of the tendon at my ankle) i was like THIS close to crying at work... i controlled.... controoooolllllll...... went to preparation room(a room we place our drugs and items) hug my fren there and cry a lil.... suddenly felt soOo fragile...

after work... sooo sorry i didn't accompany jinghui to eat.. we both were like damn hungry... but... but i had to see dr for my ankle.. and get my bird flu vaccine.. sponsored by hosp..

so end up i head home.. limping.. called my dear paws for help to shelter me from train station...

guess wad... she!! went to bath.. and she.... was super late to shelter me from train station.. i was like.. haix.... i went to sit down in mac... while waiting... my gd fren... alvin called to say he wanna join us dinner.. so we, meet up, went to my place... they disturb dar on msn... haix.. all alvin fault? i guess...

so dinner time... we ate at kovan... alvin's fav hangout for dinner.. they serve gd food at coffeeshop prices.. not exactly cheap but good enuff to satisfy me,alvin and paws....

we had fried carrot cake,fried hokkien mee,chicken wings,satay,fried oyster with egg whoa~~ that's alot huh? i had to take away for dar.. so paws helped me to order.. we waited...... waited.. and WAITED!! alvin was like so long meh?? paws was like irritated went to ask the stall holder... lol they thought she take already!! omg.... lucky we didnt wait long... went to heartland mall to walk abt.. went pass this ice cream shop... paws face was lit up... i saw her expression.. maybe she rmb i said on my blog that i will buy ice cream and tempt her.. but i was too nice.. i didnt wor... we just walked pass and i pretended i didnt say anything on my blog lo... hehe...

finally time to meet dar.. i fell asleep while sms-ing him... almost drop the food i bought for him...

reallie tired and sleepy after a whole day of hectic-ness... so that's all folks.. stay tuned.. with love..

2008-10-15T02:46:00.000+08:00

First of all.. thanks bendan bee mui and sotong rae mui for leaving ur links at the shoutouts.. im reallie an idiot with such stuffs.. so BIGGEST thank you to ms pauline ong for the tremendous help and have taken initiative to link u both for me.. muackiies~!

so on sunday night.. me n marc went to eat our SUPER supper!! we had a HUGE spread~!

nah........ SEE!!!! i'm serious onie 2 of us eat tis amount of food hor!!!!! actuallie there was more but sorry my hp lousy la.. screen too small to accomodate all food... haha!!!

Oops!!! y ah.. y let u all see me eating my favourite egg tart!! not just any egg tart oh... must portugese egg tart hor!! wahaha.. love it!!! $1.20SGD quite cheap rite?? who wanna eat whisper to me... i'll bring u go... hehe...

Erm.. by right tis one is taken when i wanna offer marc the siew mai... but he sooooooo busy taking pictures of me eating.. so i just make his wish come true.. i'll be busy eating!!! haha!!! i know u all cant stand me already.... sit down lo... keke... cold the joke..

thanks all for taking time to view my blog... reallie appreciate all the shoutouts.. i will read and see if there is anything i could improve on...

this last part for pauline.. thanks for ur help for the millionth time!! u know i love u~ hehe.. i know u sick so u better get ur health back asap!! on thurs i wanna bullie u!! haha help me carry my shopping load... =p

2008-10-12T02:44:00.006+08:00

Firstly.. introduce my 2 amiable colleagues(ooipeng*with specs)and (jingle).. roses of SGH Wd58.. haha we went.. let's see.. erm.. we went to kfc to eat lunch at 3pm..
then we shop in orchard and everything is expensive.. couldnt find wad ooipeng wanted..

Last but not least 7pm i introduce them a nice restaurant with good ambience at paradiz centre..

the service is prompt.. the food standard good esp their appetizers.. later look at the following pics.. dont drool.. here comes.. the first appetiser buttered toast freshly grilled served with bacon and mushroom bits in cream sauce.. very nice indeed~~

next up is the appetizer.. fruit salad with a generous portion of.. crabmeat!! yummie~

they have this special treat onie in the dinner menu.. grilled mushroom with oyster black pepper sauce.. woot!! =) looks fantastic huh?

next up is ooipeng and her fish soup served like chinese restaurant.. teapot and tea cup isnt it lovely?? aww..

i also never lose to her oh! i order mushroom soup oh.. sorry i too hungry so i started without taking the picture.. oops!!

hmm.. i'm drinking my grape mellow tea.. sweet and fruity.. fragrant too.. got flower inside for detox.. isnt it just too good to be true?

this is ooipeng with her main course.. lamb chops!! with mint sauce.. succulent serving.. slurrrrps..

this is my main course.. hmm grilled pork back ribs? got 5 ribs together.. jingle ate 2.. i eat 3.. hehe... the sides u see one marinated tomato(prob in vinegar) and one scoop of mashed sweet potato with a brocolli and fried yam piece sticking on top.. oops!! sorry.. did i make ya drool?..o.O

here is our dear jingle with her grilled fish... i tink she finish almost half le.. looks great!

ooipeng and her dessert.. poached pear she was estatic when she saw her dessert.. dunno why so excited maybe the appearance looks appetising?? feels like a healthy dessert.. poached pear with mint leaves on top sprinkled with ice sugar.. perfect!

hmm.. me and my dessert.. creme bruelee.. i forget the spelling.. lol.. its got creamy egg taste and caramelised sugar as top coat.. nice man!!

wow.. last but not least.. me and jingle look at her green tea cheesecake.. it looks plain but taste great!! and then the boss came and offer us green tea ice cream as a treat!! haha.. best la..

we reallie had loads of fun eating our dinner.. the venue.. tao's restaurant at paradiz centre.. dinner nett price is $35

good deal!! i needa sleep alr! last post for the nite.. cheers~~

2008-10-12T02:28:00.002+08:00

above are some pics of food fiesta!!

the day before L.C(the one with specs wearin red)

went for his operation..

have yet to meet up with him after his operation..

wonder how he has been... hope no scar so can jio girls.. hehe

the first pic is eileen and her fren.. xiaopei? i cant rmb clearly.. oops!

2nd pic is my da jie(peipei) and her ever dear... dunno why his expression so wierd-looking there! rofl..

we went to new york new york to eat after bowling session..

so much food we order... then we were damn hungry but the waitress

omg.. she just keep promoting the restaurant has this new member card thingy... then i was like we so hungry want the food and she never give our orders to the chef and keeps on ranting abt the member card priviledges.. pfft...!

the food was great.. and one tip! they serve reallie huge portions!

a platter for 2 can actuallie serve up to 4.. pls order wisely..

last but not least.. i enjoyed myself on that day.. was shiok.. hehe.. peace.. o.OV

2008-10-12T01:07:00.004+08:00

1)沒有一百分的另一半　只有五十分的兩個人
(there is no 100marks for a partner only 50marks for the couple each)

2)付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底
保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也註定永遠寂寞
(give ur true heart only then u will get it back, but might also get hurt thoroughly
leaving a distance can protect urself , might also mean to live with lonliness forever)

3)通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人　才是真正愛你的人
(the ones that stays to argue with you are ppl that realie loves you)

4)有時候　不是對方不在乎你　而是你把對方看得太重
(sometimes it doesnt mean ur other half doesnt care abt you its just that you put them more important than yourself)

5)冷漠　有時候並不是無情　只是一種避免被傷害的工具
(sometimes being cold doesnt mean being heartless just want to avoid hurting the other party)

6)如果我們之間有 1000 步的距離　你只要跨出第1步我就會朝你的方向走其餘的 999 步
(if we are 1000 steps apart, you just have to walk 1 step and i will walk the 999 steps towards you)

7)為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人
為你的快樂而快樂的　是朋友
為你的難過而難過的　就是那些　該放進心裡的人
(onie enemies will be happie when u are sad
onie frens will be happie because u are happie
onie ppl that puts u in their heart will be sad when u are sad)

8)就算是 believe　中間也藏了一個 lie
(even the word believe hides a lie in between)

9)真正的好朋友　並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題
而是在一起　就算不說話　也不會感到尷尬
(true frens doesnt necessary have endless topics to chat abt
its when even together even if not chatting also wont feel embarrass)

10)朋友就是被你看透了　還能喜歡你的人
(frens are ppl tat u can see thoroughly but they still like being ur fren)

2008-10-10T03:00:00.004+08:00

Just wanna say a BIG thank you to my darling fren pauline!!!!!

She has help loads with the blog by right all credits regarding music n shoutbox layout belongs to her.. but u know~~ she shy la... dun wanna take all the acknowledgements... As for my dar.. he tried to shift it here and there but all effort fruitless... but i know he REALLIE tried!! haha.. well..

wanna thank wawa my dear fren in korea for helping out but sorry girl sort of didnt work out ya? hope u faster come back from korea!! last but not least.. smth abt myself.. hmm... er.... emm... i did try to look out for de blogskin and wad i wanted n my blog.. so the pic is for acknowledging my bestie.. pauline tis is onie for ya~~ with <3

Oct 07 2008

2008-10-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

Tiring... Testing & testing how to streeeeetch the blog skin... LoLz... Testing in progress*