Hmm... Ytd lotsa things happen... ran thru my mind.... many many... been quite cooped up feeling bloated by all de mixed feelings inside... i yearn to have it drawn out... take a big step forward... but i noe its not reallie possible... often ppl say it takes 2 hands to clap..
In tis cultural world i live in... everything seems like taboo... family beliefs... social standing... personal principles... ppl i love... love and yet to admit to them... many many~~ wonder how much time have i got left.. to tell it out...
sometimes... i ever wished... if onie the kiss last a little longer.. the hug a little warmer..the smile they project to be genuine.. the promise never to be broken.. the lies never to be told to me... the heart that will not be broken.. the happie time to last longer... that someone would tell me he likes me too.. that time would just stop... sometimes...
Lately... working life has been quite hectic, with new staff to teach... JCI audit... all de sister in de ward pushing us up the walls.. cant they just give us a break? we sit down 5mins oso wan us to do a cleaner's job to clean equipment... check medicine... then de hosp hire cleaners and pharmicist for?? i really really.. just feel like shouting it all out.. i wanna get drunk in alcoholic effect... cry on someone's shoulder and share my problems... although i alw like to laugh n smile.. inside i'm badly twisted..
Labels: mend me..
healthy always
BeeBee
October 2008