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Saturday, June 27, 2009; 11:52 PM

Hmm.. after tmr's shift im officially on Annual Leave for 1 week.. there are so many movies i wanna catch up on! i wanna watch TRANSFORMER 3, ICE AGE 3 and lately alot of ppl recommended GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST...

Was planning to watch with dear,noob mui and colleagues seperately.. But my plans keep getting foiled.. No mood.. today on my way home i was literally stoning in the train.. Very down.. Very sad.. Alot of things went thru my mind.. asked myself loads of qns in my mind.. Put myself in others shoes and think.. Felt so heavy.. tears at the edge reluctant to drop..

I feel so far apart.. like having nth to talk abt and all.. thinking back the old times wer we were still happie with the way things are.. Was my decision wrong from the start? I wanna use the 1 week AL to think things thru.. hope things changes for the better.. NUMBED with fatigue of the body,soul and mind..

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Tuesday, June 23, 2009; 12:07 AM

Firstly... Very happie we finally into our 3rd month le.. thanks dear for the surprise of the GODIVA chocs.. simply purrrfect! I LOVE IT! ^.^V



Secondly.. i just recieved my promotion letter.. woo yay!! i'm promoted as of next month..
Whew~ one yr has passed really fast.. more white hair.. haha.. just kidding~~


Met dear just now after work.. eat abit of food and slowly walk home..
I wonder if he caught the last bus? O.o since he sent me home alr quite late le..


Now for a short Re-cap of the past week.. We went out pretty much.. sourcing for my air-con but none is suitable.. =(


We also went to alot of arcades.. he at his usual KOF and initial D machines then will pei me play the huge machines wer by there's lotsa sweets and some soft toys.. so the trick is to use either sweets or soft toys to push out the intended soft toy that i want.. So here are the pics of our soft toys catches and the big bag of sweets..~


Last sun i took off day and went to pray to my dad.. whole family was there.. thereafter we went to eat at G7 live seafood.. wow the prawn duper fresh oh!! Took some pics of the live seafood.. not for the weak-hearted.. Lolz..







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Tuesday, June 9, 2009; 12:58 AM

Hmm to day went out with dear.. Had lunch at the coffeeshop near my hse then i told him my com no net access cuz i forget to pay the bill but he insist even if never pay bill also can on but the lights will light up differently.. so i told him i dunno see how it turns out ba... So.... i went to bath.... THEN! after i come out of shower... He was watching some video on YOUTUBE!
WTH? how come?? He said my cable one of them came loose... >.<" MUST BE cuz i sweep floor last night use too much force.. haha.. anyways thx dear~ ^^

So we decided to go out and catch a movie.. was decided between the blood vampire or monster vs aliens.. haha we watched the latter.. so CUTE n FUNNY! hehe.. i LOVE BOB he is so cute.. some captions from the movie itself... 'i dont have a brain, but i have an idea'' haha!! BOB is a huge glob of blue gooey jelly-like stuff that has a single eyeball.. sounds far from cute huh? watch and U'll find out~! Moreover in the movie BOB has a ''lover'' which is of cuz a green coloured jello with 14 pieces of pineapple chunks... so funny..

So today spend alot on those machines which no guarantee will catch any soft toy but i just dumped in 10bucks and caught nth... a little bit upset.. thx dear for cheering me up.. then after that we went to our fav hangout.. Xin Wang Cafe at kovan.. didn't see our ''old-fren'' there haha..
but then i quite like the watermelon ice natural fruit ice blend.. slurrrps~

So after that we caught the last train home and we talked a little when waiting for his bus... saying he wanna get a tattoo on his chest that extends all the way to his arm... ZzZz.. how ah beng can that get?? then he lastly add on that he wants a non-permanent one.. lolz... sometime reallie BTH.. haha... Anyways.. today had a great day.. thx for everything.. <3

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Sunday, June 7, 2009; 6:54 PM

夜裡傳來雨的聲音 輕輕撥動心的旋律
情不自禁想起你 那些甜蜜的回憶 總是不小心就淋濕了我的眼睛

愛情需要一些呼吸 偶爾保持一點距離
回到朋友的關係 任你自由的來去 從此想念你只能放在我心裡

你還愛我嗎 一直好想問你這句話 卻又怕 聽到你真實的回答
你還愛我嗎 為何你總是不說話 眼看我為愛不愛掙扎 你愛我嗎

好久沒有你的消息 心裡還惦記著你
在這冷冷的夜裡 感覺那麼的熟悉 好想再見你想聽聽你的聲音

感情的路總讓人好無助 我會學著面對獨處
給深愛的你祝福

你還愛我嗎 我一直好想問你這句話 卻又怕 聽到你真實的回答
你還愛我嗎 這是我唯一的牽掛 不管你會有什麼回答
我會一直等你 你還愛我嗎

Saturday, June 6, 2009; 12:22 AM

These past fews days just wasnt rite for me.. things aren't going too smooth for me.. no matter wad i do cant seem to penetrate across the defensive wall... words are like wind storm blown away quickly.. Wish i had a time machine to turn back time so that none of this happened..
Maybe i shouldnt be so selfish just thinking about myself..

Was looking thru my ex and my msn chat history... trying to reflect on how i can be a good GF..
guess i still too green for all these stuffs.. nid advise on how to maintain a long-lasting r/s..
I only know i dunno wanna give it up.. let me know wads going thru ur mind too..

Had a lousy day at work.. too little time to handle fussy patients and their inquisitive relatives..
Is there anyone out there who happen to read this blog tell me how and what i can do to tide over these crisis?

sry.. crying cant see screen clearly.. tat's all i can manage.. nites

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Monday, June 1, 2009; 6:16 PM

Today was feeling moody at work.. patient said smth... made me no mood..
Then afternoon someone stupid keep harping on my back...
Though i know my colleague is trying hard to protect me from scoldings.. thanks khee xuan..
I rellie feel bad mood now.. no mood to even talk to him...

But nvm.. i'll try hard to keep tis unhappiness inside and not let anyone notice it de.. hope no one knows im reallie not in the mood today..

Lately my com keep cranking up.. keyboard gt prob.. mouse oso give problems.. ytd i just manage to fix everything... haix..

Smth he said last night and today my colleague said to me some things i feel i shud start preparing and think abt it now... Time not only heals... it hurts too... if you noe wad i mean.. so yeah... no mood and dunno wad to write anymore.. chaos!

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