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Thursday, July 28, 2011; 8:50 PM
Today marks de end of me and baka as close frens.. but we remain as gd frens.. had a hunch it aint going rite.. but well.. life still goes on.. not really tat affected cuz nt major changes.. jus tat.. dont hv to answer to anyone any more~
Tomorrow will be a better day! Moreover, it wasnt realistic from de start.. jus the sudden sweetness died off.. abit wasted.. but i shall look forward into my own future~
Labels: Look Forward
I know he will never read this.. i know i shouldn't have flipped thru the pages and looked into de past chapters in my life, but somehow.. i jus clicked and happen to found out that.. the month that we broke up, was de month he start liking another girl..
He is probably interested earlier when we were together ba.. how come he can treat me like tat? am i so good to bully? am i not worth it? NO!!! it is YOU that is not worthy of me.. so go FYL and bad karma follows whoever do wrong to ppl~
Why do i even care to wanna continue being friends? how can he even act natural and even sees me in de eye without feeling remorseful about wad he has done to me? all he knows is just to put the blame on me.. but why? i only told him what a gf's minimum expectations would be...
I agree that all relationships does have sacrifices along the way.. did i love u the wrong way? or did i portray myself as though im not important? many questions running thru my mind now.. i need baka.. but he's asleep lol..
I guess the next best fren is the pillow on my bed while i lay awake tinking hw to let ppl treasure me better!! rawr!
Labels: Foolish me
baka came into my mind
21st july - started to noe baka
22nd july - decided to nuture the r/s and *maybe take it to a higher level
23rd july - tink i am beginning to accept him for who he is..
24th-today... - still in progress of getting to noe him better~ ^^
Sent me a pic of his cute puppy *tiffany* and himself.. of cuz de puppy is cuter~ haha..
everytime de topics in my mind cant seem to stop.. its now like ummm... a never-ending river? o.O.. dunno why i feel this way tho.. seems like fate? cuz it was by chance that i met him.. and de rest are history..
Wonder wad is this turmoil in my mind tat keeps me awake.. draws me closer.. keeps me within reach.. like a powerful force of wind just swept me off my feet.. no blushes... occasional heart thumpings... but my mind is nv off baka..
Really love to maintain status quo and hope it will nv end~ pls dun let ur <3 die off!
Wif <3 daDa
healthy always
BeeBee
October 2008