I know he will never read this.. i know i shouldn't have flipped thru the pages and looked into de past chapters in my life, but somehow.. i jus clicked and happen to found out that.. the month that we broke up, was de month he start liking another girl..
He is probably interested earlier when we were together ba.. how come he can treat me like tat? am i so good to bully? am i not worth it? NO!!! it is YOU that is not worthy of me.. so go FYL and bad karma follows whoever do wrong to ppl~
Why do i even care to wanna continue being friends? how can he even act natural and even sees me in de eye without feeling remorseful about wad he has done to me? all he knows is just to put the blame on me.. but why? i only told him what a gf's minimum expectations would be...
I agree that all relationships does have sacrifices along the way.. did i love u the wrong way? or did i portray myself as though im not important? many questions running thru my mind now.. i need baka.. but he's asleep lol..
I guess the next best fren is the pillow on my bed while i lay awake tinking hw to let ppl treasure me better!! rawr!
Labels: Foolish me
healthy always
BeeBee
October 2008